Chapter 52Euniel
I watch helplessly as Muse leaves. I would so much like to run after her, hold her back and reassure her of how much I love her and that all of this is not what I want. Seeing her eyes filled with tears, her beautiful face filled with sadness, it's like having my heart ripped out. I'm so sad this is happening. But I can't do such a thing. I feel like I'm tied up and thrown into the sea. I'm a stone's throw from the woman I love, but I can't do anything to hold her back. How unhappy I am!
After Muse left, I was frozen in place. My eyes never leave the road. Sandra comes finds me and throws me
"Come on honey, let's go inside."
Hearing her voice makes me angry. I wanted to give her a good smack to get that smirk off her face. Already I am making enormous efforts to suppor
