Chapter 59Charles
I know I'm just a good-for-nothing who couldn't do anything with his life.The only opportunity I had to do good, I ruined it by doing anything.I wonder why Cécile came back with me, when at that time I had nothing to please.I lived with my parents and they did everything to make me a responsible man, but I only had my head in alcohol and women.When I met Cécile, she was distraught and on her own.She did not know to which saint to devote herself.I liked her right away.I don't know if it was love or pity, but I wanted to be with her, to protect her.She was so beautiful and innocent and I only wanted to be with her.Despite the fact that she was pregnant by another man, I had decided to bring her home and make this child mine.It was the first time I had done something meanin
