Cade's eyes turn red as he makes for me. I don't move he wouldn't beat a woman, would he? No I don't think so.
He shoves away the chair blocking him. Oh mother Mary, he's so angry. I turn away quickly to start running.
But he grabs me just in time and push me against the wall, my back hitting it hard.
I don't make a sound. Alright he's mad and I'm the cause of it. He wraps his large palm around my neck, his hair caressing my face.
Gosh he's so tall.... Swallowing hard i watch his gaze lower down to my chest? Then back up to my face as if he's studying me.
I swallow hard, scared. I'm so screwed. My heart's beating fast, I'm afraid it will burst out.
His thumb finger travel to and down my throat, his face seems to be coming close. I bat my eyes all angel like to make him rethink
Killing me if he's thinking that anyway. GOD I think he's going to kiss me. Oh, I want that so much. His lips are so--
Anna!, Just stop. But I-- f**k my body's reacting, heating up. Heat us pooling in between my legs and my breast hurts
His mouth is so close. I shift slightly so I can kiss him but instead he shifts and kiss my cheek and bury his face in my neck.
I shiver. He kisses my neck, oh GOD my knees turn to jelly. If not for him bracing me against the wall I would have fallen.
"GOD" I whisper. He nibbles on it this time and I grab him to steady myself.
Suddenly he backs away why?
"I don't like it"
He says walking away
"What? What don't you like?"
I ask, apparently disgusted. He'd better not be talking about any part of my body and I don't smell, one thing I'm very sure of and I'm not dirty at all
I'm squeaky clean!
"Nothing" he says entering the kitchen, I follow him
"You can not just say you do not like something just like that!". I snap
"See that's what I'm talking about. You're too aggressive and I don't like it "
"I am not aggressive! You're the one with the problem"
"It's in the middle of the night Anna!"
"I'm sorry"
I squeak
He slams the cup in his hand right into the sink.
"You know what? You're going home right now. I can't bear-- "
"How'd you expect me to get home huh? This is NYC for f***s sake and I-- "
"I'm driving you, no George will. I can't bear you anylonger, a while ago there you almost killed me" he yells again
"Well, you weren't gonna die and besides you dodged it and I-- "
He walks out of the kitchen angrily. He's the one with the problem. He's aggressive and annoying and everything!
I hate him and I'll say it a million times more. I'm not leaving here tonight whether he likes it or not.
"Yeah, I need you to take someone home toni- "
He's saying but I yank the phone away from his ear and tell George not to worry and disconnect the phone.
"You can't just send me home tonight. I-- "
"I don't like you one bit. You're so-- "
I'm sorry. Here call George and make him take me home" I say giving him the phone on a second thought I put it back down tears forming in my eyes.
"You know what? Don't bother wasting your time and resources on someone you don't like. I'll just walk home goodnight"
I walk towards the door. I know it's security tight and all but I twist the handle anyways and it opens. I walk out, out the main gate.
I have lost another person yet again. I know we just met and all but I thought that I could finally make a male friend without Mandy or anyone else doing it for me.
But I failed again. I always fail at every thing. I should have just gone home in peace. I don't let the tears in my eyes fall
I clean it off quickly. Geez, it's so dark and lonely. I'm sacred, gosh anyone could just pop out of nowhere and kidnap or kill me
I should call Mandy, she has a car and I'm sure shell gladly help me. She's still the only one u can vouch for.
I bring out my phone, looking about. Quickly I dial the number brushing away the irrelevant clouds of tears in my eyes.
I sniff in, just then I hear footsteps. I freeze, shoving the phone in my bag, I step back into the shadows .
God, please help. I am not ready to die yet. I haven't had s*x yet. I haven't had a boyfriend all my life please help me.
"Anna" a harsh deep voice call. " Anna?! Anna?! "
I don't answer. I know that voice, why do I know that voice. I don't move. My heart's beating wildly against my rib cage like a wild beast
"Anna?! "
Oh it's Cade. I'm not answering him, afterall he chased me out of his house. Tears not now! My phone rings just immediately he pass by me
Fuck. I press the bag together tightly, trying to muffle the sound cause I know bringing it out will let him know for sure where I am.
"Anna?"
I don't move still. The phone rings again. I roll my eyes and press it tighter against my chest.
Anyone with a good hear is going to hear this. f**k .sound travels faster and louder in the night.
Something grabs my arm
"GOD, Anna? Why on earth--"
"Don't touch me!"