RHYSAND
I knew this rip was just a means for me to ignore reality. That and the fact that I needed a distraction from Lisa. And the only way that will happen is if she is not at all close to me. Hence, the unplanned trip to halfway across the world.
Putting two continents between Lisa and I didn’t help much in all honesty. I thought of everything and sometimes it gets too hard that I have to f**k my hand to be able to get a few minutes of sleep.
I’m here, thinking I was getting her out of my mind when in reality, I can’t even go a full minute without her slipping into my thoughts. The main thing I wanted to do, the reason I was even here, I have been dragging it out just so I wound’t go back.
Like the universe could hear me and it wanted to f**k with me more, my door opened and the old
