LISA I opened my eyes to find the doctor watching over me with worry. If my head wasn’t banging, I would have assumed I was repeating the day over again. I really wished I was repeating the day all over again. Because nothing could be worse than what she said. Did she really say that? Did I imagine it? Am I losing my mind? Was it totally crazy for me to be hoping to gone insane instead of what she said to be true. “Oh, good you’re back.” She breathed out a sigh of relief, a little colour coming back to her face. “You scared me for a second there.” I stared at her blankly, without speaking but I kind of expected her to laugh and tell me she is joking. She looked serious to do something like that. I am panicking so I would accept anything at this point. Maybe a hit in the head. “You sh

