There. I told him. Now what? What will he say? I guess I don’t care because I got rid of a lotta weight just telling him. Craig. Not a word. Stared. A statue lost in time, in space. Well, that freaked him out. Now what do I do? Then he spoke, stripped of all his Craig-ness. “Oh, Shelley, I’m so sorry to hear this. I’ve been low, but never that low. Promise me something.” “What?” “Tell this story to Jon.” I waved my arms. “I don’t need to. I’m over it.” “Shelley, you can’t keep this from the guy you’re s’posed to be spillin’ your guts to.” I looked at him, weighing what he was telling me. “Okay—I’ll tell him.” Right then, I knew two things. If I was gonna succeed with all this, I had to be totally honest with Jon. And I also had a friend. Finally, a real friend. * * * * Estrella

