Clearing the mess, and friendship again

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May veiw. I wasn't expecting yesterday night to end that way, I wasn't planning to ruin it, it's was so lovely and damn I let my emotion to took over, I don't know what Darey will be thinking of me now, won't he thinks am a loose girl? won't he thinks omg I mess up, I don't know what to do to clear all this, have been feeling bad since yesterday, despite knowing he had a girlfriend already, and I kissed him, gosh! May, what have I done? He didn't even call me since yesterday, he only sent a message to me, for me to inform him when I get home, he must have loathed the whole stuff, I feel like s**t. Folly have me disturbing me all day to give her details of yesterday, when she noticed I wasn't given in, she back out . how can I tell her I kissed him, though I will still tell her but it isn't the right time yet. I need to be calm for me to face him, I can't leave thing so messed up like this, I haven't come up with how am going to solve this, maybe I should just leave it this way and forget the whole friendship thing, maybe I should just be avoiding him. I was deeply in thought to noticed someone has entered my office. I heard a cough, what did you need again folly, seriously am not in the mood. I said before raising my head to stare at Darey. what the f*****g hell are you doing here? Is that your hello? he said. May you need to be calming down okay. he said what did you want Darey, am sure you didn't come for greeting. I asked. aren't you happy to see me huh May, i gave you enough space since yesterday for you to clearly think about the whole thing, he was moving closer to where I was sitting, see May, we are both at fault, don't ever blame yourself for kissing me. but have ruined the whole thing Darey, I can't even look you in the eye. hey babe, I sincerely enjoyed what happened between us, and I have to force myself to stop, because I don't want you to hate me. pls let move past all that, I don't regret what happened, and I will like to repeat if you let me, but I know you won't. pervert, move away, I smile. I know your girlfriend won't be happy to hear that. he give me a long face, me a girlfriend! oh now I remember I do have once. silly you, i said, am happy there is no more awkwardness between us. hope we are good now huh? he asked. yeah, we are. thanks for coming. anything for us there, what are you doing now babe? nothing much I replied. better let go and have lunch am seriously hungry. he said okay, just give me minutes to prepare myself, I will meet you in the lobby. alright babe. I wouldn't breathe when he was closer to me early, I keep staring at his lip, I was having this urge to kiss him, am so sure about my feelings for him now, am so much in love with him, the feelings i have for him was quite different from what i felt for my ex, i really hope I wasn't making a mistake getting close to him again, I have to admit there is s****l tension between, I need to avoid been alone with him, because I don't trust myself with him.
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