I was too pressured. Kahit na sinabihan ako ni mama na sabihin ito kay Louis, ayaw ko pa din.
Ilang beses niya ako pinilit pero ako ang may gusto na hindi gawin ‘yon kaya hinayaan niya nalang ako.
“I was scared.” I said and looked down.
“f**k. If you only told me about it at least sooner…” He said and I can see how sad he is.
“I’m sorry.” I said.
“Can we just start over again?” He asked.
Tinignan ko siya. I can see the man I loved before, but I don’t feel anything to him right now.
Wala talaga. I think I’ve moved on after those years.
“Hindi ko alam, Louis. I don’t love you anymore…” I said and whispered the last five words.
Natigilan siya.
“I see. It’s fine. As long as I can still visit Brion every time I want.” He said, changing the topic.
“Of course,” I said.
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