Thank God this diary is had by us to compose in. It’s keeping me sane. There’s no one else I could speak with.
No body I can trust.
21 august
I’ve not been outside for three days. I’ve been pretending to Jordy that I’m taking walks within the afternoons when he’s out, however it’s incorrect.
I am produced by it fearful, the thought of going outside. I’ll be too subjected. At least right here, within the residence that is homely we know I’m safe. I shall remain because of the window and monitor the passers-by. I’m checking each face that passes for the face—but that is men don’t understand what he seems like, that is the problem. He might have eliminated their disguise and start to become moving about in front of me, totally unnoticed.
That’s a thought that is alarming.
22 august
Sti
