Alexander POV
I found myself descending, falling, and crashing, into oblivion. The darkness surrounded me, tormenting me with images of the happy memories I shared with Jacqueline, the terrible deeds I did with Monica, and the same thing, that has been haunting me every night, since the day she walked out of my life: the look of disgust, and raw hurt. I know I betrayed her, betrayed her wolf, betrayed my wolf, and even my own pack.
I was all alone; forced to watch the scenes of my life flash before my eyes. The constant hurt I caused. The constant betrayal I saw in her eyes. The immense amount of regret and guilt that slowly ate away at me. If it wasn't for her giving me a chance to just be friends, and our newborn off spring, I would've gladly given up my right as alpha, and left. Maybe
