Allow me to introduce another point where this story may have the beginning that I"m searching for in order to explain not only my death but my sister"s preoccupation with the truth; Susan Rawlinson"s book of dreams. When not dealing with news items of international or, conversely, little importance, Susan had an inquisitive side dealing in cerebral concepts and dreams and how the two are related in everyday life. "To conceive an idea is to think in abstraction taking us to an intangible world that has no physical existence. Concepts are not limited to what we know, nor should they be. They are a progress through what we are aware of into the world beyond our material knowledge leading into our dreams. For example, if I were to say to you the word "yellow", how could you relate to that no

