Night fell, and a violent storm raged outside. The wind howled, hurling rain against the glass windows with a furious drumming. The atmosphere inside the murder house was suffocating, thick with dread. I had tied Linnea to a dining chair with nylon rope, a rag jammed into her mouth. Her eyes bulged with terror, and muffled whimpers escaped her throat. I sat on the sofa across from her, slowly, methodically sharpening the boning knife on a whetstone. The rasp of metal echoed through the empty living room. Staring at the cold gleam on the blade, my mind drifted back to the distant past. My first husband was a violent drunk. Whenever he got wasted, he'd whip me with his belt. He later died of a heart attack triggered by alcohol poisoning, because I'd slipped an overdose of antibiotics

