OH MY SUPERSTAR !

chapter-4 ( oh my freaking flying penguins ! did i actually scream that out ?)

Two chapters in one day, yayyyy !!! Enjoy the chapter people and don't forget to vote and comment. Show love to my baby....

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Viviana's pov:- 

I went into my room after having dinner and helping my mom into rest of work. 

The first thing i did is I sat on the bed, took phone into hands. 

As per my habit, I Opened i********: and started scrolling. 

There was a Dm from someone but I was afraid from opening it. My heart is hoping for something which I shouldn't. I am afraid that my hopes will crash down. 

After a while, I couldn't stop myself from checking that so I slid the window. 

My eyes went to the size of saucers. 

I licked my lips, couldn't believe my eyes.

Oh my God ! 

I started jumping up and down. I controlled myself from screaming. I was dancing around the room like a hippie making my hair bounce. 

" Why are you jumping like a gorilla ?" My brother entered into room with his sloppy face. 

Nevermind ! he has that annoying face. 

I strained out my T-shirt I am wearing which was nowhere where it should be due to my fantastic dancing. 

" What do you want ?" I asked with the all of me to hide that broad grin that has been constant since I saw it. 

I can feel my cheeks hurting but who cares ? It's Lee Zuang ! My favourite person on this planet. 

" Your grin is making me gross out." He commented. 

My grin wiped out with that but oh oh ! My insides are still dancing. 

" You are grinning like that stupid favourite actor from your stupid favourite Dramas has proposed to you." He added with shiver like that's the most disgusting thing ever. 

" Don't you dare call him stupid !" 

" He isn't stupid, you are" 

" Dramas I watch are the best thing on this planet unlike you watch that shitty Vlogs." 

I glared at him while saying those things to him, taking closer steps to him. 

" Argh ! Mom was right, those overdramatic dramas has made you unbearable dramatic." He looked at me like I am some alien. 

" Buzz off if you don't have something important to say, I have better things to do..." I told him, my one hand on waist and tapping my foot on the floor. 

" Like rewatching those argh... I am tired of saying dramas dramas. I really envy you with the amount of time you have on your hand to spend it on baseless things." He said that with shaking of his head still at the door. 

He isn't allowed into my room. I am dangerous buhaha. 

" And yeah ! Don't jump like the mad woman you are because you are disturbing me into study." He told me while turning his back to me. 

" You mean disturbing into your online games ? And close that door." I said but he already left. 

Idiot !

 I locked my room and settled myself on bed. Opened message with heavy breathing. 

I can't believe that actually the man of my dream has answered me. 

Lee Zuang answered to message. 

(Lee zuang :- " Can you speak korean ?")

I quickly typed answer to that but before that i pinched myself if I am dreaming or it's real ?

But it's damn bloody reality. 

(Me:- No I can't)

I answered biting my lips. 

I keep rubbing my face as anxiety is kicking in. I turned my i********: notifications on and left phone on bed. Closed my eyes to calm my nerves which has gone crazy. 

I am shaking with excitement. 

After few minutes, my phone chimed with notification. 

It's him. 

I am smiling like a crazy girl. 

( Lee zuang :- Why do u think having a loving and caring parents is a curse sometimes ? )

I shook my head at that. It was really stupid of me to say but it's what I was feeling at that moment. 

 (Me :- because a girl with no bad history or struggle can't have a hero or can't expect any miracles in her life just like into your dramas. Isn't it unfair ?)

I typed honestly while biting on my lower lip anticipating what his reply will be. 

But then, one thought struck my mind. I have to ask that to him. 

(Lee Zuang :- You are crazy.) 

I don't know if it's good thing or bad that he is calling me crazy. 

(Me:- Are you really Lee zuang ?) 

I sent it but then I realised how it sounds. I slapped my forehead at that. 

(Lee zuang:- it's my account so of course it's me.)

His reply came after a while. 

(Me:- I meant to say that you are a celebrity so it could be your assistant or someone from your team. )

I explained my earlier message. I am feeling butterflies into my stomach. I stretched my legs out and covered them with comforter. 

 (Lee zuang:- it's me only.)

He replied in short. 

(Me :- Are you okay ?) 

I asked the first thing that came into my mind. He is definitely going to think that I am some crackhead. 

(Lee zuang:-  Why ? )

I bite my lip at that. My lip is going to be murdered today. 

(Me:- generally celebrities don't answer on social media, I thought maybe you were feeling down or maybe you needed someone so you answered. I don't know why but I felt like it so i said. )

I answered honestly about what was running into my mind. 

( Lee Zuang:- Don't you feel lucky to have parents who loves you so much ? I mean not everyone has it.) 

He is still stuck to that, I felt sadness even through that message. My eyes roamed around due to thinking. 

( Me:- Your parents don't love you ?)

Did I cross my line ? I don't care right now. I mean that's what felt true. I have always followed my conscience. 

( Lee Zuang:- I don't know why am I saying this things to you) 

( Lee Zuang:- maybe they don't, they haven't talked to me since I joined Show business. For them it's more important than me.) 

I stared at his messages for a while. Because it feels surreal. 

Lee Zuang talking about his problems to me who is completely stranger to him. He don't even know how do i look because I have none pictures of mine on my profile. 

Maybe he really is upset. 

( Me:- Then, we are on the same boat. My parents don't even allow me to work but that doesn't mean they don't love me. I sometimes want to hate them but I can't because I know they love me and they are trying to protect me. I am sure your parents are trying to do the same.) 

I didn't say those things to console him because he definitely has more intelligent people around him. I felt that he need to hear what's true, what's real unlike words coated with sugar. 

(Lee zuang:- Hey ! I have to go now. It was really nice talking you. I don't know why I answered whereas I never do but i felt like it so i did and I am glad on my decision.) 

He dodged my message and replied with the use of same words i did. 

When he said he is going, i start panicking. 

I don't know what to do ? 

(Me :- Will you talk again ?)

I asked the conclusion from storm of thoughts running into my mind. I sat on my bed on my knees with phone in my hands. Waiting for his answer..... 

(Lee Zuang:- Maybe or maybe not)

There came his reply and that made my shoulders slumped down.

( Me:- I will wait !) 

With that message i put my head on the support of phone in my hands. Tears are welling up, happiness is there. This feels like a dream. I am afraid I will wake up and this all will go away. 

But I will try to wait..... even if it's a surreal dream. 

A dream I can't discuss with anyone because anyway nobody is going to believe me or maybe I am afraid to share this beautiful moments of mine. 

I am afraid of people telling me to stop into my journey because it's wrong. It's not possible. 

I want to try...... I slept on that thought. 

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