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"Ambrose" the only word I utter

"The ambulance is now on the way here because his location is nearer here. Please, my dear. Say something." Amelia continued sobbing.

I still cant move. Why cant I move. All I think is Ambrose and my baby. God help him please.

Nathalie is now driving us to UCFSMC. The paramedics who called Amelia called her again that Ambrose is already in the hospital... in a critical condition.

All I am doing is holding my baby bumb. Caressing it like I never did. I am not crying. Why cant I cry? There's no single tear coming out from my eye. Please, Ambrose, be alive. For me and for our little angel.

We sat down on the waiting area and Amelia couldn't sit down. She keeps on walking back and forth while crying. While Nathalie is crying. I still dont show any reaction I know. But my mind right now is so messy, I cant even think straight or feel what I suppose to feel. Ambrose, please.

The doctor came out from the OR. Nathalie and Amelia stood up quickly while I looked at the doctor. Until he uttered his words...

"I'm sorry ma'am. We did all we can to save his life but he did not help us save his life. He lost too much blood and there was a tiny hole in his heart it was too late for us to recognize. The accident was too harsh and it was long enough for the ambulance to help. Im sorry."

And then there came my tears rushing down my cheeks. That was the moment I cant breathed because of crying. Ambrose, why. It's too early for you to leave us behind. We need you.

I cried so hard while I was holding my baby bump. Nathalie and Amelia were crying as well. I just cant breathe. I couldnt.