It's been two days since I have been bearing this t*****e. I don't think I can hold it any longer. I feel like breaking down. From the t*****e, for deceiving everyone, from the pain, for the darkness looming around me and most of all for Xavier. Xavier. I can never see him now. Never feel his lips on mine, never be able to cuddle with him. I will never be able to see him. Never. What's the use of living now? Everyday he comes to beat me and continue with his attempts to break me. I can't take it any longer. I was on the brink of giving up. Just then the door opened revealing the devil himself. "How nice to see you again?" I tried to cower back into the wall but miserably failed. "Aww is someone scared?"

