Ch 46
Xander POV
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Back at New York****
I'm not sure if she tried to pull away, or I did.
We…fucked bare, she broke down in my arms.
I held someone that way for the first time.
Her tears were real.
And I was real for the moment.
Her pain was...
Understandable.
Rubbed too much of salt on my scars.
I'm not sure if I can help her.
Nah, who am I kidding?
The truth is I feel it would be better not to help her.
Maybe this is the time I decide to step back and be like I screwed up again in life and I just move on.
Give up on her.
On everything I wanted to seek from her.
I can't break her more.
If I don't leave now, she will be in pieces when all this unfolds.
Secrets?
No, the truths.
The unspeakable truths.
“It's good to see you, Xander”
I look up, as I hear Debra'
