Ch 72
Madeline POV
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I got to run away from him.…
That's what seems like a right thing to do.
But where will I run too?
Who will I run too?
Maybe I was never a good girl.
Or a good person.
I lied about losing my virginity until I found out to be pregnant.
I mean, I could have found the guy, who messed up with me.
And did the right thing with chase.
I guess I was just afraid,
Ashamed and a big time coward who was embarrassed about myself that I chose to be hidden.
Just like the fact where I hid my son…
Hid my pregnancy from my friends
Perhaps that's why he left me.
Maybe that's why I always go for wrong…
Because I was always the wrong child.
Even though I didn't know all the truth, I knew Howie hated Xander.
Yet, I found myself getting close to him. I let
