Kurt The nightmare I had the other night has been playing on my mind for the last couple of days, Kane keeps hovering over me and Beth keeps her distance like i’m going to break if she comes near me, which truth be told i might do. I feel such a strong pull to her and kane that renders me speechless when i’m in the same room as them both. I was only just coming to grips with my feelings for Kane and now my bear is adamant that it needs Beth as well. The goddess must be playing a cruel trick on me to let me have 2 mates or maybe i’m not allowed both and i have to choose one but how do i choose. Kane is strong willed, resilient, confident, funny and so smart even though he doesn't believe he is. He's extremely brave and loyal to a fault and would give his last pound if he thought it wou

