I waited for everyone to go inside before breaking down completely. The tears from my eyes burst as if the water was held by a dam for many years. I put one hand on the mud and pushed my body to sit up, almost falling again. The rain was a curse and blessing. Everything was blurred around me, so no one would see my condition. My pink dress, the first one I ever had was covered in mud, my ears red filled with tears, my bag holding the most important things I possessed thrown somewhere near to me all wet. I was shivering with the thought that the things inside could be in a bad condition now or worse broken. Pulling my knees closer to me, I wrapped my arms around it and put my head on it. The cold shower was hitting my back hard but the pain which was inside me was worse than any physical

