More tears rolled down the eyes of Anna as she watched him leave, his words kept resounding in her head sending more pain through her heart, this wasn't what she expected, it was too much, the blank expression, the distant stares, how his voice sounded, his eyes had no emotion...he meant it when he said he hated her, there was no glimmer of joke in his voice...
All that made her weak as she had thought he would fall for her at first sight, although his father had explained to her how cold and sassy he was yet, he had told her how his heart was blank and never fall for anyone, yet she doubted it all, being one of the most beautiful girl ever seen she thought it would be very easy to charm him..
She had lived almost all her life in California and it was clear her presence causes a moment of stillness as every student both male and female pause to admire her, she had always won the school face, she had always been the most beautiful in school...
When she sings, everyone drools over her beauty and sweet voice, never had any guy treated her the way Ryan just did, he already hate her at first sight instead of love which she looked forward for..
It was totally strange, it was awkward, weird absurd and at most painful for her fragile heart...
With a heavy thud, she slumped on the coach and just then, they all stepped out, her parent and Ryan's father, they all walked out with their head sagged, their faces far from smile, they saw it all in through the surveillance camera, they had been watching and was totally disappointed in the outcome, Ryan was still the same, he didn't even fell a bit and even hurt her with harsh words...
"I'm sorry....my son is just an a**s, I don't know what happened?..wish my wife is alive" Javier swallowed hard feeling sorry for the state Anna had swing into after experiencing his strange behaviour, the very last thing she expected...
"Daughter, I think you shouldn't go further, I don't see any hope In...."
"Dad don't mention!!..I'm just hurt because this is the first time, but..I can bear it, I can make him fall in love, it is just for some time, one day he is surely going to fall for me..." She smiled out tears resting her head on the shoulder of her mother who sat beside her patting her back..
"I would be so glad if you can, it would even build our friendship, we can even merge our music industry together and make more income while they create a music band and later gets married " Javier beamed as he thought of how great it would be, it would make him the most happy man on earth, this had always been his sadness, although he is rich and popular but all that doesn't give him full happiness, he wants his son to become normal, to become that guy who would fall in love and smile a real smile not the fake ones he kept showing each time he sings...
"It is possible, my daughter is too sexy and beautiful for him to resist..." Linda Anna's mother soothed making Anna blush a bit wishing her words would be true, she wishes her beauty would make him fall later, even if it would take months..
"Dad, we would be sitting together, just keep making out scenes for us to be together, like creating a competition where we would sing together, tell the teachers to always....."
"Don't lecture me on that, I'm best at it, have your mother not tell you I was a playboy before getting married to her..." He smirked and glanced at Linda who giggled..
"I'm best at getting women, I'm best at making those arrangement you wish for..." He laughed and everyone joined except Anna who only grinned, she can't just laugh yet...
Ryan is a hard nut to c***k, it won't be easy, she would be very ready for his icy and cold acts that hurts so well...
"Okay, man...I should be going, I will keep trying to talk to my strange son because I don't seem to understand whose gene he inherited, my generation had never had such, his mother also had no one like this in her lineage, he may be having some secrets hidden..wish he can tell.." Javier breathed and George the president stood up and patted his back, he could see Javier's gloomy eyes and knew it isn't easy having such a son, it would have been better if the reason for him being that way is known..
If it was after a heartbreak, he would understand, if a lady had hurt him, of would be understandable but being born this way, growing this way was just the most strange phenomenon...
His mother died when he was three years old, she was the only lady Ryan had shown love, pure love, she is just the only woman he had smiled and played happily with, since her death, no more happiness..
All lady he had seen ends up being his enemy and joining his hate list without talking with them...
"I'll be fine buddy, at least we have your daughter, she is a hope, he would fall for her, let's believe that..." Javier grinned and they both shook hands,
"Okay, it would be fine..." George mumbled.
"Alright, Mr president, I'll be on my way" Javier added and George hit his head playfully..
"I've told you to erase that president side of me, we are still that childhood friend, stop making me look too superior.." He cracked and Javier nodded giggling...
George escorted him out,
"Mom, what is the percentage of having Ryan??..I think his problem isn't natural, what if it is spiritual??" Anna mumbled sniffing like that over cared and loved last born she was..
"No one can tell, but hey,go check the mirror and get some hopes, you are so enchanting especially those smiles of yours, it makes boy drool and gasp while the lady burn in jealousy and wishes to be like you..." Linda cooed and Anna grinned from ear to ear feeling assuaged by her sweet words..
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After the drive that seemed like eternity to Ryan, he was finally back home, into his private room, his house is a mansion with many rooms but there were only two people in the whole house, a middle aged widower who does the little cleaning and cooking,
His job was just to clean the house and cook then go back to his room or go out, Ryan was fine living alone, it was the best moment of his life, staying in his room with everywhere silent, he hardly stays awake, each time his body system sensed the quietness and noiseless surroundings,
The next was to withdraw his soul from his body in a sudden sleep that would steal him away, no matter the mood he is, all he needs to fall asleep was being quiet doing nothing, once the quietness and loneliness gets to a minute, he would fall asleep and that was always the best moment of his life..
The emotions and feeling of love which he doesn't have is being returned and life becomes normal, his prayers had always been to go into that realm and never come back again but his prayers seemed totally impossible to be answered because a little noise would bring him back immediately and the sadness would follow in with those coldness and distant feelings...
The worst is that he can't recall up to 3% of the dreams especially how that lady is..
That very lady who he gets attracted to but can't get hold of...
"Good morning sir.." Greene the widower greeted with a bow immediately he got up the hallway..
Ryan nodded to the greetings heading to that room he loves and is betrothed to, like they are in a serious relationship, he is in love with his bed and can't leave it..
immediately he stepped in, a deep frown covered his face, something just crept into his mind making all happiness erase, tomorrow would be one of his worst day, not just tomorrow but onward,
He would be beginning school, the music school just make him created a music band and learn more about singing, he was also going to learn the piano...
All through his life, he had always learnt at home, the tutors and teacher comes to his house to teach him and go home immediately, right now it won't be that way and that won't stop hurting him...
It was about music so he can't learn at home, the worst was that he might sing with someone else and there would be more eyes on him, someone would be sitting beside him...
All this won't stop making him hiss hundred times each seconds, only one person had ever stepped into this room, it was Jerry his colleague in singing, not even the cleaner nears it, he cleans it himself, how would he allow the cleaner to have access when he would be enjoying his sleep and reject noise...
"What I'm I going to do tomorrow??.. should I run away???..those girls would make my day terrible!!..fuck!" he snorted slumping on the bed, he lay flatly looking up the ceiling..
The thought of running and hiding away from his father seemed to be the best, like that would save him from attending that school...
"I think I will be running away..." He concluded rolling his eyes at his father who he pictured in his imagination...