Walking down the beach I couldn’t help but to keep worrying about Jake. He was silent al l the way down here. If it were any other time I would have been glad for the silence but not now. Jake being quiet Kent he wasn’t okay, while his silence only made my mind wonder on and on. To what point did I go over the boundaries with my relationship with Jake for it to trigger Damon like that. Was it because of me that he felt the need to cheat probably to get back at Jake or after feeling as if he wasn’t important enough and he felt neglected.
I even distanced myself or was that not enough. Did the guys jokes about me and Jake get to him. Why didn’t I we this turbulent much earlier on maybe I would have been able to calm it down in time. If he was so insecure then why did he ask me to stay back
