I can’t go on like this anymore, I don’t have the strength to. I’ve tried my best really so that they don’t consume me or swallow me up but nothing has come out of it so far. The day that I had an encounter with the stranger changed everything. All I keep seeing is his ghost all over me and those eyes that can’t seem to leave me alone no matter what, they keep tormenting me.
All my life I’ve dreamed of nothing but for my parents to show that they care, and not ever even in my worst nightmare did I imagine that when that happened I’d be this damaged. I can’t even enjoy the fact that my old man is around and he’s showing me care and love that only a father can give to a daughter.
And at some point it reminds me of granny and that also has its own way of bringing me to more sadness. Its li
