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After a while I can feel his even breathing and I think he’s asleep. But my sleep won’t come. All I can think about now is how this might be. No I can’t be mistaken. I’ve known those eyes for so long. I wonder how he can keep a straight face while looking at me. How is he doing this I can barely look at him before crumbling myself. Only on way to find out really if my suspicions are correct. But after this I don’t know if I’ll able to take the truth. Six years almost seven. I thought… And then this.
This must be a cruel joke. Why would life want to mess with me like this. I couldn’t even be able to close my eyes and sleep knowing he’s next to me. But I had fallen asleep earlier, then again he wasn’t by my side. This better be a bad joke. I tried to feed my mind that this was j
