“You still make me nervous when you show up
The butterflies in my stomach come back when I'm near you
All the time the only truth
It’s just that everything reminds me of you”[ 9]
IAN
The question that hung over my mind was: how could fate laugh at me so much?
I parked a few streets away, unable to focus on the road. My head stuck that day. Everything takes me back to the moment I saw her appearing and taking all discernment away from me. As always, it was her. Forever, hovering over my mind, as if I couldn't get away.
Years and years passed, and there I remained, always facing her. It took time, maybe years, to accept and admit to myself how I felt. Understand why you can't just see it and ignore it. Or why I always brought the guy she loved into our conversation.
I knew how to dea
