'Then why you just come and let me see you?'
Jimmy requests in silence. He puts him in a perimeter with electrical wire, neither can he go out nor anyone come. Maybe later he will die with his heavy heart wanting of things he never asked for. Maybe his infinite pain means nothing to this world. Maybe he is made for patterning with Sorrows even if he doesn't want to, even if he never imagined.
Letters from unknown person and inch by inch known things made a permanent impetuosity somehow deeper in his heart. He can't deny it. It might be a horrible JOKE around him, thinking that he has passed difficulties and showing his interests over some unbearable lines and wasting his valuable time behind it for no reason, Jimmy hasn't been insane. It isn't his time to pretend. If you actually know t
