I was supposed to only come to Europe this weekend from my hometown in California. But I am a marketing manager for my dad’s company. I can work from anywhere if I take my computer with me. And my true passion is surfing so that is why I always go to places like Europe, for their incredible beaches. My dad would never approve because I have bills to pay. He wants me to be him. I am twenty-nine and he still treats me like a 16-year-old. Plus, I try to lay low because one of my friends that I am here for, thinks I am only here from this weekend. He is extremely muscular and intimidating. He is like the alpha in our friends’ group. I sometimes wonder why I am even friends with him. He scares the s**t out of me. But I have known him for years and I am a loyal person in general.
As soon as I land in Europe, I quickly make my way to the beach. It’s early morning and I am so excited to hit the waves. The cab drops me off and it is completely packed. Loads of tourists. I do not really mind. I am just here to surf. I quickly take off my shirt and shoes and place all my extra belongings into a public locker next to the beach bar. I start to make my way to the ocean. Something inside me just say to turn around. So, I do. That is when I saw one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen in my life. She is laying on one of the tanning chairs. Her eyes are closed. She is alone. I need to go closer to admire her beauty. I walk towards her, and with every step I take, her features just become more captivating. She is so petite. She is laying on her back and her blonde hair is flowing with the wind. I come so close that I am standing by her feet, and they are also just so cute and perfect. I decide that I do not want to seem like a creep just staring at her, so I greet her. She opens her eyes and obviously has a fright. Her eyes are so green, it captivates me completely. We will have the most perfect children. This is my dream girl and I want her. I do not even know if she might be a nasty human, but I cannot deny this physical connection I have towards her.
She smiles while she replies and laughs. Oh, those teeth are simply perfect. She has little dimples when she laughs, and I can sit and listen to that laugh my entire life. She is not a surfer. That is fine, I just need a cheerleader in my life that will be there supporting me. She fears the ocean. But she looks so good next to the ocean. I cannot stop staring at her. I am sure she feels this connection too. She feels like my air, I want her, I need her to survive. Her name is Lexi. It suits her perfectly. She has a husband, that is fine, I can be a better one for her. I will just have to prove it to her one way or another. Her friend Kimberly scares me. She is so pushy. I do not want to be rude, because I do not want Lexi to have the wrong impression of me. Kimberly takes my number. I will have to work my way into the ‘group’ to get to Lexi. So, if Kimberly is my ticket then that is exactly what I will have to do. I quickly dismiss myself to go and hit the waves for a bit and cool down in the water. Lexi has awakened something in me. I have never been in a relationship. I always thought girls are a waste of time. But why do I feel this spark with her. After hitting some waves, I make my way back to shore. My mind is too all over the place to be focusing on enjoying the waves. I need to get to the hotel and make my plan to get Lexi.
I walk out of the water and look to where Lexi was sitting. She was not there anymore. None of her friends were. I walk towards my locker and quickly scan the bar area from afar. And there she was. Dancing, drinking, and laughing. I took a moment to just admiring her vibrant beauty. I am shocked. Even next to her girlfriends, she is so tiny, but I can see she has a big personality. She stands out from a crowed, not just her looks but her vibrant personality. After a while, I decided to not just stand there staring at her. I need to get a plan of action in place. I grab a cab and make my way to my hotel. I finally get in and settle. Kimberly has sent me a message, we chat for a while, and she asks me to meet them at ‘Elite’ club as it is close to their hotel. I agree and start to plan on what I am going to do. Several hours later and I make my way to ‘Elite’ club. I get there much earlier than I was supposed to. But I was just so excited I could not help it. I have a few drinks and I start to feel it go to my head. I feel even more pumped up and ready to see Lexi.
I spot Kimberly, as she screams my name and runs to me and jumps into my arms. I almost fell on the ground. I quickly look around her and behind her, but I do not see Lexi. I did not want to make it too obvious, but I kept asking her where her friends are. She did not answer and talked about other things. I kept interrupting her and becoming more persistent. She finally said they will come later they just went to get food. And so, I wait in anticipation. Looking at the entrance area every few minutes. Kimberly did not even notice. I could tell she was into me, but I really was not feeling her. After what felt like hours, I kept asking Kimberly, where her friends are. I could tell she got annoyed with not even acknowledging her stories and just asking about her friends, but I really did not care. I want Lexi and that is it. When I looked at my phone, I saw it was 1am. I knew then, the changes of Lexi coming out now is super low. I started ordering shots and taking them one by one. I knew what to do. I had to go with Kimberly to the hotel to know where Lexi stays. But I know I need to get wasted for that because Kimberly is not a shy girl and keeps making her intentions noticeably clear, so I know what will happen if I go to her hotel room with her. At around 2am, my tongue is slurring. I feel dizzy and really nauseas. But I did not do all this for nothing we need to get to the hotel right now before I vomit, and Kimberly decides not to take me there. I scream in Kimberly’s ear, “Let’s go to your hotel room, I am super horny!” A smile spreads over her face, she grabs my hand and leads me outside of the club. She turns around and start making out with me. I just go along with it. I stop her and say again. “Let’s go to your hotel room”. She smiles again and without saying a word she grabs my hand and walks in a fast pace towards a hotel. I feel so drunk everything is spinning. I try to compose myself, so she does not realise how wasted I actually am. We finally make our way through a hotel lobby and a hallway, then I see her pace picking up towards a door. She still has my hand tight in hers, so she is pulling me towards that door. She grabs a key card out of her pocket and quickly opens the door. She pulls me inside and quickly slam the door close behind me. The hotel room is dark, and I can barely even see what she looks like. So, I start to imagine Lexi, right in front of me. Right here, right now. I close my eyes to just imagine all her flawless features. I start to get really hard. I grab her neck and kiss her up her neck, her jaw, her check then her lips. While kissing her I start to take off her clothes. She starts to take off mine. I pick her up and pin her against the wall. I love this feeling of control. Things like this never bothered me. But Lexi gives me that will to be more powerful. Now and again, I hesitate and try to stop what is happening, remembering this is not Lexi. Lexi is not so tall. I know that but I push that idea to the back of my head. I need to have s*x with Kimberly to get to Lexi. That is the only way in my mind. And so that is what I did. I might regret it, but I need Lexi. That is my girl and I want her. All of her.