His contradicting expression dropped to pure exhaustion. “No, Mira, it’s not him, he’s the best thing that’s happened to me. I’m the f****d up one.”
“Talk.” She stepped forward. Immediately he stepped back and shook his head.
“You’re the last person I want to talk about this with.”
“Why?”
“Because you’re the source to all my damn problems,” he snapped. He licked his lips and groaned. “Mira, you were the best thing that happened to me.”
She stilled.
“I like A-Aaron, a lot, I think- but it will never be the same as how I feel about you- f**k, Mira, what we had was something bizarre and weird and special and I don’t think I romantically loved you, but it was so f*****g close and it freaks me out how much I care,” he vomited out. “S-So when I see you with Deimos and Kalmin I just f
