*5 Years Later*
"Are you ready?", Alexandria spoke from behind me patting down my dress and handing me my bouquet of flowers.
I sighed heavily glancing at her through the mirror nervously biting my lip, "I don't know if I wanna do this anymore Alex"
There was a long pause and my head was now fallen. My heart was pounding and it had dawned on me that I might not actually be ready for this. What if Vince and I are moving too fast? What if he stops loving me in the next five or ten years? What if being married messes up our relationship rather than keeps it together? I mean we were fine without the ring, we don't need all of this-. Oh God, I've wasted all these peoples time- I'm not ready- Goodness, all those eyes- Why did I say yes? Jesse what's wrong with you? Snap the hell out of it. Yo
