Chapter Twenty ●|●|●|●●● ♤○♤○♤○♤ ●|●|●●● It was simply incredulous to me. Years of hard work was all about to go down the drain and in the most confusing, most frustrating, most aberrant manner. I really could not understand what's happening with my life, but I knew that I had to get it back in control and this was one of the measures I had taken because I have heard of it working. Reverse psychology. I was desperate at this point, grasping at straws, trying every single measure in order to get my life back into order because order was the last thing that it seemed to have. I wanted to be there for him. I wanted to know exactly what he was thinking, but this time I could not play the open cards anymore, I had to play the mind games everyone was playing. All I needed to do was t

