To my violet-eyed Freya I don't know where to start... I've thought about what I would put in this message for a long time, and while my heart knows how it feels, my brain is inadequate at translating those feelings into words. With everything going on at this colony, I wanted you to know why I had to leave, and that I will be back as soon as I humanly can. The last year has been more than I could have ever dreamed in my wildest fantasies. Everyday I wake up thankful that your patrol fought with mine in that cave outside of Lay'ata Base. At the time it was chaos, but everyday with you has been a beautiful chaos, and I wouldn't change that for anything. I've watched you struggle to make yourself better every moment since we hid in that safe house. Despite the fact that you were tortured,

