CHAPTER FIFTY NINE “I just can’t believe she is gone forever, you know,” I broke the silence between us, feeling a little tipsy. It had been quite long since I had alcohol running through my system. The feeling of my body loosening up, gave me the feeling of peace I had been craving for a long time. All the pain and worries were gone from my system. “Death can really be cruel,” Sheila took a sip from her glass. “Yeah. Here is the funny thing though; I’m not sure if it’s the alcohol or it’s the fact that I’m just tired of hurting but I’m no longer feeling grief. Like, she is gone and that’s it. Am I a bad person for feeling like that?” I whisked my head to look at her. “It means you’ve accepted fate as it is and now you are finally finding peace,” she attempted to smile but it

