CHAPTER FIFTY SEVEN
I had never questioned life before as much as I did now. The pain of losing my mother was not making any sense to me. For the past three days, it was all I could feel but dad was in an even worse state, staying awake till the wee hours of the morning. It was not like I was getting much sleep either but it definitely did feel like life was being sucked the hell out of me. My eyes remained dry until the moment they let her casket down in the ground. It hit me like brick that was it; like there was no way I’d see the woman who had raised me ever again. For a whole damn hour after she was buried, I stayed by her grave trying to find answers as to why she had leave us like that.
“We should go back to the house,” Ryan whispered, his arms on my shoulders.
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