Real Love Find Her In The End (After Suffering)

Chapter 1: Going To School

J'anne

This is how my life begins: 6 year old me

You can never get tired because this is how my life everyday walking going to school or after school. We never had a school bus so we walk everyday but we have neighbors lots of kids going to school the same way I do. Climbing mountains and walk through the river. But everyone has different story of thier life, me hmmmm is way way different from others.

We would laugh and have fun throwing rocks walking barefoot sometimes. But you have to wear slippers since it's big flat river we walk through. You can't never wear one where the area is very difficult to walk through. One day my slippers give up on me and tear apart from being used all the time. So I have no choice to continue going to school even though my one slipper is broken. While I was walking I see an old nail laying on the fine rocks and pick it up that nail and poke a hole through sideways on my slipper underneath and use the nail as my life saver.

Although it's a little bit tight from other slipper but I had a slipper and continue to go to school. You would never guess how my life exactly when you see me because of my smile and serious face sometimes. I can wear any clothes but for some reason it always look fine on me and I stood out. I sometimes joke myself I must be an angel with no wings because it's broken since I was born.

First grade of Elementary I'm always a behave student and pay attention on my class. I will catch on quick on any lessons even sometimes I was absent and couldn't go to schoo. My grades is always good and I'm one of the bright students in our school. One girl her name is Lea she is bright student too but spoiled brat. She has a mother that loved her and her dad had good paying job. She always had good lunch with her on her bag. Sometimes she would make us jealous that she had a good food. I still get along fine with her, I just ignore her childest attitude even though it's boring. Her and I would go back and fort with the test on our school either she would get perfect correct answers on all the tesr or me most of the time on our answers. She would try to give me wrong answers if I ask her so she could get more points than me. I caught on that and I just look at her and said wow what cruel child, she doesn't see what good life she has so spoiled and rotten.

So she ask me some answers on some of our paper test and I told her and don't know the answers. I didn't give her wrong answers I just don't wanna tell her because I want her to know her place. And I was doing the right thing I guess, by not giving her the answers but I wasn't lying to her also.

Afterwards we got the results of our test papers Lea got hers and mine, when I look at her she wasn't happy at all. She come running to me and ask how was my test answers. I didn't show to her right away. I ask her to show hers first and she did. Then I showed mine and not happy at all, because she got 5 answers wrong and I only got 2 wrong answers. She got mad and give me a cold look and a smuggling face but I didn't care. She need to learn her life to be respectful not being boastful.

I just Sigh myself and walk away from her I know she was glaring at my back. I could careless I had enough crap of my life at home. I don't need anymore drama that only add more stress that I already have and de javu end up crying again like I normally do cry baby.

Lord one day even if I suffer when I grew up, but give me chances to be happy and a good life with my own with my destiny. Without depending on anyone, so I can be proud of myself ?Please Lord?