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Darkness surrounded her. Where was she? The
material pressing against her felt softer than she was used to, and
the air smelled different. An odd, distant rumble waxed and waned
rhythmically. She tried to lift her head, but nothing happened.
Arms and fingers didn’t budge. Toes refused to wiggle; knees
wouldn’t bend; hips wouldn’t roll. Nothing seemed to work. Panic
formed a hard knot in her chest.
“Where am I?” The question came out as a raw
squeak, but at least her voice functioned. “What’s going on? What’s
wrong with me?”
No answer came. As her eyes adjusted to the
darkness, she began to discern shapes, the outline of a door and
the bulk of a chest of drawers. Pale streaks of light stippled the
wall opposite the bed, suggesting that a window somewhere off to
her left admitted slices of moonlight between the slats in closed
blinds.
She could move her eyes enough to look around
the room, but no other part of her responded. There’d been an
accident with the car earlier. Had she been paralyzed by it? She
remembered moving afterward, but maybe something else had happened
later, after she’d blacked out? Another wave of panic speared
through her.
It only lasted a moment. She could feel
sheets beneath and above her. She vaguely remembered the hospital,
too—nurses and a doctor poking at her, prodding her to move this
way and that, asking lots of questions. They gave her a shot for
pain, took X-rays, and after a while they said nothing was broken,
and she could go. Memory grew fuzzy after that, probably due to the
pain medication. A man—Michael—escorted her to a car, no, a pickup
truck, and helped her in. After that, nothing until now. She must
have fallen asleep.
But now she couldn’t move, though she could
feel the bed covers against her flesh. She didn’t feel any obvious
restraints.
It had to be magic. She reached out and found
it easily enough. Air magic again. It smelled like sandalwood and
sat just heavily enough to prevent her from moving, but not enough
to interfere with her breathing or the flow of blood through her
body. It wasn’t even a very strong spell. The man who’d set it knew
she could find it and break it if she wanted to.
It comforted her in a weird, strange way. Did
he know the scent was a favorite of hers? She couldn’t remember. It
felt almost like Michael’s arms around her, holding her in a
protective embrace. Which was wrong, all wrong. He’d tried to force
her off the island, maybe even tried to kill her.
This magic still felt pleasantly cozy.
Ilene slid off into sleep again.
* * * * *
“Miss McConnell?”
The voice called a couple more times, forcing
her to open her eyes and face the world. Sunlight poured into the
room. Ilene squinted to see someone at the window, opening the
blinds.
“How are you feeling this morning?” the woman
asked with annoying cheerfulness. “Any headache? Other aches and
pains?”
Was she a nurse? She had that sort of
professional perkiness. At least she didn’t ask how “we” were
feeling. “Don’t know yet,” Ilene muttered. “Can’t move.”
“I’ll get Michael. He said you might not be
able to.” The woman crossed the room to the door.
Memory filtered back slowly through the
morning fog in her brain. “Never mind. I can take care of it
myself.” She was talking to an empty room. The woman had already
gone
Her head felt fuzzy, making it hard to think.
She wasn’t a morning person anyway, and that was compounded by the
after-effects of pain medication. Ilene probed for the magic
holding her in place and found it. A simple wind spell, just clumps
of thickened air, pressed down on her enough to resist movement. It
didn’t take much concentration to unwind it and disperse the excess
air, although she did miss its sandalwood scent.
She pushed herself upright and immediately
fell back onto the bed with a groan. Every muscle in her body
protested the movement. A deeper ache stabbed at her ribs. The door
opened while she gasped and tried to recover her breath without
inhaling too deeply.
“I suspected you’d be up before I got
here.”
She rolled over just far enough to get a look
at him.
The general description hadn’t changed. Six
feet tall, slim—although his shoulders had broadened, and his arms
and chest looked more substantial now—curly black hair, medium skin
that tanned readily, and the stunning blue eyes.
Michael Morgan had been an attractive boy.
Twelve years had improved his looks, refining the lines of
cheekbones and jaw to something leaner, tougher, and more graceful,
still dominated by those spectacular eyes.
But time and events had wrought even more
startling changes in other, less happy ways. They’d hardened him,
putting tense lines beside sternly controlled eyes and mouth. The
boy she’d known all those years ago had smiled a lot and radiated a
warm, lively enthusiasm.
If that boy still existed, he was locked away
deep inside a man whose face showed little more than controlled
reserve. Only hints of tightly leashed emotions and something
darker—old anger and pain—leaked past it. He looked like he hadn’t
smiled in years and might have forgotten how to do it.
A prickling of sympathy lanced at her heart
until she remembered why she’d come to the island. When the Council
representatives had told her what he’d done, she hadn’t wanted to
believe it, but now she wondered. Had he really turned into a man
who could commit murder?
Despite it all, just seeing him again roused
something deep inside her. She’d thought the flames between them
long since extinguished, but it seemed a tiny spark might have
survived. She couldn’t let him know that, couldn’t let it
matter.
“Why did you restrain me?” she asked.
Nothing moved in his expression; no twitch or
blink offered a clue to how he felt about her being there. “You
have bruised ribs. I didn’t want you to hurt yourself by moving
suddenly without realizing.” He paused a second. “I should have
known it would be wasted effort.” The bitterness in the words
stabbed at her heart again. He didn’t sound like the Michael Morgan
she’d once known. The bleakness echoed the cold, shadowed
expression in his eyes.
“I always was pretty headstrong. Dad never
was too successful at curbing it,” she admitted, hoping it would
soften his expression. It didn’t. Neither did the involuntary gasp
she let out when she tried to sit up again.
It did move him to come to her side and
adjust a pillow, then put an arm around her shoulders to help her
move.
A tingling awareness heated her skin where he
touched, even through the thin cotton of the nightgown. It startled
her. After his betrayal, and all the years since she’d last seen
him, it shouldn’t be happening. Nothing remained between them. That
treacherous little spark was surely just an emotional reflex.
Her body hadn’t forgotten. No other man had
made her feel the things that happened when he touched her. There
had been enough others—in college and after—as she’d tried to bury
the past, to ease the pain of his betrayal by finding someone who’d
make her forget him. It hadn’t happened. She hated this and hated
him for rousing it.
Fingering the soft cotton of the nightgown,
she asked, “How did I…? I don’t remember much after the
hospital.”
One corner of his lips crooked, but if that
was amusement showing, it was a wry and ironic sort. “Mrs. Wendall
helps out with the house and the cooking. She put you to bed. I
think the nightgown belonged to her daughter.”
“I’m in…your house?”
“I called around, but you didn’t seem to have
a reservation anywhere on the island.”
“I’m at a hotel up the road on highway
17.”
“Why were you coming to the island?” Direct
and to the point. Michael used to tease a lot and enjoy playful
word games.
“I don’t suppose you’d believe I’m on
vacation.”
“The coincidence seems stretched.”
Ilene decided to go direct herself. “Why did
you try to stop me from getting here?”
His eyebrows crooked slightly upward in
surprise. “I didn’t.” She remembered that expression all too well,
though she couldn’t remember it ever seeming so studied or
deliberate.
“That was magic slammed into my car as I got
off the bridge.” Irritation made the words come out sharper than
she expected.
“Is that why you were all over the road? I
wondered if you’d taken up drinking.”
“You know what happened. I smelled your
warding magic on the bridge. I didn’t realize it would come with
more active discouragement. Do you greet all your guests with such
enthusiasm or just all wizards? Or do you make a special effort for
long-lost lovers?”
He stiffened. His expression hardened into
even sterner remoteness. For a moment he remained very still, just
staring at her. Then he blinked, drew a breath, and relaxed enough
to say, “Lover seems an exaggeration as well. Teenage crush,
perhaps?”
“It was more than that, and you know it. But
it’s in the past. Why did you want to keep me from coming onto the
island?”
“Why should I want you here, Ilene?” he
asked. “But then again, why would it matter so much that I’d try to
keep you away?”
And why did that cause a funny clenching in
her stomach? She knew he wouldn’t want her here. “I’d like to know
that myself. The wind didn’t happen by itself. I couldn’t read your
signature on it, but… If you didn’t do it, then who did? There’s
another wizard on the island?”
“I think I’d know if there was.”
“I think so, too. And I caught a hint of
another scent and saw other colors. You know who it is?”
He inclined his head in a wry nod. “I know
there’s another one now. I can’t help but wonder why.”
She watched his eyes, wondering about his
evasive answers and carefully controlled expression. She could
sense the power that hung around him, the characteristic aroma of
Michael she remembered from all those years ago. He’d been a strong
mage then, but if what she’d heard was true, he’d become even more
dangerously powerful since. The aura around him tended to confirm
it. His evasiveness suggested some of the other stories she’d heard
about him might be true, too.
“Why don’t you want to answer my questions?”
she asked.
“Neither of us wants to give away much
information.” His lips curved into a bitter half-frown. “Strange,
isn’t it, Ilene? When you consider that we used to tell each other
everything.”
She didn’t want to delve into those memories.
Everything about him was a painful reminder of a time she’d tried
desperately to forget.
A knock at the door and a creak as it opened
saved her the necessity of answering, a good thing since she was
starting to feel out of her depth. The muzziness left by the pain
medication and a long sleep still fogged her brain.
Mrs. Wendall entered the room bearing a tray.
She smiled at Ilene and beamed at her employer. “Can you eat some
breakfast, Miss McConnell?” she asked.
The heavenly aroma of coffee already had her
trying to sit up straighter. Michael again lent a hand to help her,
provoking the maddening tingles where he touched.
A swirl of warm air raced down her arm from
shoulder to wrist, just brushing over the skin. Small hairs stood
up along its path. Her blood heated and skin sparked with a series
of tiny shocks where it touched. Michael’s magic, damn him. He was
teasing her, knowing she couldn’t say anything about it in the
housekeeper’s presence.
“I’ll leave you to eat your breakfast in
peace,” he said. Nothing in his expression acknowledged what he’d
just done. “We’ll talk more in a little while.”
“Michael?” she called as he reached the
door.
He stopped and turned back, raising an
inquiring eyebrow.
“What happened to my car?”
“I arranged for it to be towed to a place I
trust for repairs. They should call me today with an estimate.”
“Thank you. Is it salvageable?”
He shrugged, the action highlighting the
breadth of his shoulders. “I didn’t get a good look at it. I was
more concerned with how damaged you were.”
Ilene sighed as she considered what the cost
of a new car would do to her budget. She’d have to call her
insurance company and rent another one. “Did you see my purse?”
“Didn’t look for it. I suppose it’s still in
the car. I’ll ask Darren to check. Enjoy your breakfast.” He turned
and left the room.
Mrs. Wendall set the tray on a small table
near the bed. “Is there anything else I can get you?” the woman
asked as she turned to go.
Ilene surveyed the tray. Eggs and bacon,
toast, jars of fruit preserves, a serving-sized box of cereal, a
pitcher of cream, packets of sugar, a carafe of coffee, and another
she assumed was hot water since it rested beside a stack of
teabags.