"Remember those who try to destroy your happiness, who do it out of jealous, they are not satisfied with their own miserable lives." -RYKER RHETT POV- I no longer knew what to do. I had no ally and my life was no longer useful. Devyn has left me. So I went to the rooftop and drank hard liquor. I wanted to forget all my problems. I want to forget everything. When I got drunk, I thought of just jumping on the rooftop. I want to die. "God, I'm so sorry but I can't take it anymore. Just take my life now. My life is meaningless. I'm not happy anymore. I want to be with mom in Heaven. Everyone has left me. The person I valued so much left me, how can I continue living in this world?" I cried while talking to God. Then, I stood up to jump. "Please, don't jump! Why would you commit suicide?

