It's been a week and me and Anthony haven't talked yet...I still had my finals,so I assumed he wanted me to be over with that...And this thought makes me keep going...
Rafa is still staying with me,because she didn't want to leave me alone...I also started therapy...I only had one meeting,but I'm gonna have 2 times a week...he didn't say much though...he spent the time asking me about my family and all...I told him about my relationship with my mom and Anthony...that's where I broke...I started crying and he let me take it all out...after that,our time was over so I left...
Today is the last day of finals...I was super excited about it being over...me and the girls arranged to go out tonight to a kareoke place...It also has a competition...the one who will win,will get a 3-day trip to Germany for 2 people with all the expenses paid...Rafa and I signed up for the contest,since we both sing well...either way,even if we don't get the prize,we'll still have fun...
So the time has come...We arrive at the club and we get in...we find a table and we sit...
"Why did u sign in for this,anyway?I mean,u don't even like Germany..." Kate asks
"Well...First,Rafa loves Germany and I have promised her that when she gets the opportunity to go and wants company,I'll go with her...Also...I wanna see my dad..." I reply
"Oh! Yeah...I forgot your dad works there..." She comments
"Isn't the contest for couples or something?" Emma asks
"U saw the announcement,huh? Yeah, it's for couples for Valentine's day..." I explain
"But u aren't a couple..." Stella mentions
"They don't know that..." Rafa replies and winks
We get a drink and after an hour or so,the contest starts...When it's our turn we go on the stage and we start singing "I kissed a girl" by Katy Perry...During the song, we do some things real couples would do and at the end, we kiss making the crowd clap
"Were we persuasive enough?" Rafa asks the girls when we go back to them
"U kidding? Even we thought u are a couple!!!" Emma answers and we laugh
"Well...someone believed it too..." Stella comments looking behind me and I turn my head to look too...I see Anthony coming towards us
"Crap..." I say between my teeth us my heart starts racing
"Hello...girlfriends..." He says ironically when he comes closer
"Hello..." Emma says awkwardly
"Don't "hello" him...what are u doing here?" I scold Emma and then I turn to him
"I just came to get drinks with my friends and I saw u 2 singing..."
"Friends? U mean other professors from the uni? Because u don't have other friends..."
"Yeah that's what I mean..."
"I see...and what did u tell them? That u came to see your ex-girlfriend?" I ask and the girls gasp
"1.no I told them I was going to the restroom... 2.ex,huh? When did we break up exactly?"
"Let me remember...oh!when u walked out my house without saying anything and when u never called me again..." I answer yelling
"Stop yelling and come with me to talk..."
"No..."
"What did u say?"
"I said "No"...now get lost u're boring me..."
"U either come with me now or..."
"Or what??"
"I'm gonna get up there and tell everyone u're not a couple..."
"No one will believe u..."
"Just go with him..." Kate says
"No, I'm not..."
"Alexa...come with me now!!!! We need to talk!"
"Ugh!! U're a pain in the ass! Girls sorry I need to break it to u..."
"Shut up and go...we'll let u know about the contest..." Stella says
"Thank u" I reply and I get out...he goes to take his jacket and comes out...we get into his car and we leave...on the way I sit pissed with my arms crossed in front of my chest,bitting the inside of my cheek...I put my left leg on the right,causing my thigh to show...I see him glimpsing on it and I immediately pull my skirt a little,to cover it looking at him with a deadly look
After 20 minutes we arrive at his house and we get in...He switches the lights on and I throw my purse on the couch
"Can u tell me what the hell do u want from me??" I ask with a raised voice as he takes of his jacket putting it on a hanger beside the door
"let me talk..." He says calmly but I continue
"I mean...u left...u didn't say anything...and u never called...I spent 3 days crying waiting by the phone...u can't leave like that and then come back..." I continue and he cuts me off
"Let me talk,goddammit!!!" He yells and I stop talking...
"I didn't call u,because I knew u had to study and I didn't wanna distract u...second,I left like that,because I didn't want to say something without thinking it clearly...and I came back,because I saw the opportunity and I didn't wanna lose it...I was going to come to talk to u tomorrow..." He continues with lowered voice
"u saw the opportunity to what?? U just came and told us off..." I reply
"I got jealous!!!! I saw u kissing and I knew I had to do something..." he explains coming closer and I step back
"U left me alone...I needed u..."I say with tears filling my eyes
"I know and I'm sorry...but I really needed to think about it!! It was sudden..." he comes closer again but this time I don't move...
"Please forgive me...I know I should be here with u...I swear I wanted it more than anything...but I was worried about the finals and I chose to let u study and give your all,because I know how important your future is and I know that when u wanna get your mind off something u study till u know the whole book...So I thought that this was a motivation...and now u're over with that I wanna smack u against that wall and kiss the hell out of u,because I missed u so f*****g much!"He says as he points at the wall behind me...as he talks my tears fall down my cheeks and I look at him deep in the eyes...
"Then why the hell don't u do it already?"I reply almost whispering with a broken voice...he looks at me for a couple of seconds and then he comes at me,grabs me by the waist and starts pushing me backwards till my back hits the wall,while kissing me passionately...he gets my jacket off my shoulders and lets it fall on the floor...I take off his sweater causing us to brake the kiss...he takes of my top and kisses my neck...I put my hand on his shoulder and the other on the back of his head...he slips his hand under my skirt and starts moving it from my thigh to my ass slowly...he grabs my ass hard and then he moves it again to the waistband of my thong...he grabs it tight and with a movement of his hand he pulls it and rips it off...I scream briefly surprised and he chuckles...he throws it somewhere in the room and then he puts 2 fingers in my...I moan with a quavering voice
"This...is mine...got it???" He asks close to my ear whispering and with the rest of his palm, he grabs my pussy...I feel unable to speak...I just hold still breathing heavily
"Got It???" He asks a little louder but sounding mad
"Yes!" I say so quietly that I barely hear it
"What?" He asks in the same tone as before
"Yes!" I yell
"Good girl..." He says and gets his fingers out...I immediately frown
"Not so fast princess...we have things to do..." He comments smiling devilishly...he kneels down and while looking in my eyes he starts pulling down my skirt...I look at him with half-open mouth breathing fast...when the skirt reaches my ankles he lifts one by one my legs to get it off the way...he throws it behind him and then he leans in to kiss my scar from the abortion...my eyes fill with tears again and I close them to prevent the tears from falling down,but in vain...When he looks on me again he gets back up and wipes my tears
"Why are u crying?" He asks softly
"I don't know..." I answer without opening my eyes
"Look at me..." He demands softly and I do it...
"I love u...and I'm here for u..." he says stroking my cheek...I look at him for a second and then I jump on him,wrapping my legs around him...we start kissing and he moves to the kitchen...he puts me on the counter and he steps back...he takes his pants and boxers off and I take off my bra...he comes back again and stands between my legs...he slips again 2 fingers in me and I do my head a little back till it touches the cabinet behind me...he moves them in and out painfully slow and he leans in to take one of my breasts on his mouth...he sucks it like he is about to eat me,causing me to moan...I put my hand on the back of his head to prevent him from stopping... he starts moving his fingers quicker and when I'm about to finish he takes them out
"noooo!!!" I complain
"Shh! Don't make me leave u like that..." He threatens me looking at me without getting up from my breasts...I shut up and he kneels again...he places his hands on my thighs and puts the tip of his tongue on my clitoris...he starts moving his tongue up and down and then he starts licking me...I grab his hair and I close my eyes moaning loudly...after a few minutes I finish and he immediately gets up and pushes himself in me hard...I scream from pleasure and put my hand on the cabinet behind me to keep my balance...He thrusts in me hard and fast...I try to hold on by the counter,but without any luck...he grabs me by the waist with one hand so tight that I'm sure there are gonna be scars tomorrow and with the other one he chokes me as much as he knows I like it...I grab his wrist and I start crying from pleasure...my screams are uncontrollable and way too loud...with my other hand I scratch his back...his moans are like music in my ears making me enjoy this more...
"Who's your daddy,princess??" He asks on my neck with a heavy voice
"Y...you..." I answer completely zoned out
"Say it!!!" He demands
"U are my daddy!!!" I reply yelling as I c*m harder than ever on him with my whole body shaking...when he is close he pulls off,starts jerking for some seconds and then he cums on my belly...I take deep breaths as I leave my body to relax...
"God...my legs are shaking like crazy..." I say when I feel a little calmer
"That was my goal sweetie...!" he replies out of breath and comes close again...he kisses me softly
"Come on...let's get u cleaned up..." He says and he takes me to the bathroom bridal style...We get in the shower and he puts me down,but he still holds me
"Is it ok if I let u stand?" He asks
"Yeah,I can stand..." I answer with a smile and we start showering...after we're finished we go to the bedroom
"Hum...yeah...I need underwear..."
"Yeah, I know...I'll give u one of my boxers" He gives me one and a t-shirt of his and I put them on...I hear my phone ringing and I run to the living room
"Hey!! What's up?" I ask when I pick it up
"Hey! We won baby!!!!" Rafa says excited and we both cheer
"I called u earlier...pls tell me u were busy f*****g!" she says and I laugh
"I was!!! Anyway,gotta go I'm really tired!" I say
"Damn straight u are gurlll!!" She responds and we hang up...When I go back in the bedroom he is already laying on the bed...I jump on the bed on him
"We won the contest!!!" I say smiling widely
"Of course u did babe!!! U were perfect!!! Congrats!!!" He replies smiling too and he hugs me
"I can't wait to see my dad!!!" I say as I roll beside him
"U mean we..." He corrects me and I turn to look at him
"I'll come with ya!"
"How? U have work!"
"I don't care..."
"Look...we'll discuss it tomorrow ok? I'm very tired to do it now..."
"Yeah yeah ok!! Good night,princess"
"Good night,ocean" We kiss and after he pulls the covers on us,we fall asleep with my head on his chest and my left arm wrapped around him...He has his left arm around my shoulder and the other one on my left arm...