I grabbed my phone, debit card and car keys and left as quickly as I could. I didn’t want to chicken out at this point. But by this time there was a throbbing in each n****e, and I could feel the pinching on my balls, but what the heck, I wanted to suffer a little. As I drove downtown, I soon passed the mall. A mile or so ahead was the university. I decided to stop by my office for a while. I didn’t have any class until Monday, but it gave me something to do to pass the time. As I headed into Wilson Hall, I passed a couple of my students. I stopped and talked to them. The two guys were juniors and were in my Modern American Authors class. Finally I headed upstairs and made a quick stop in the restroom. I had one more thing on my mind. Once in one of the stalls I took off my jacket and r

