The lost wind

Explain me to him.

The years past and we grew closer, but his mom was right it was time for me to explain to him. I wanted the time to feel right so I made sure him and boys went out the night before for him to feel relax. Then I made him a nice dinner homemade salad home and a stake. We enjoyed our food then I asked him if we could go for a walk to our spot he smile softly. “- Go get your leash.” I wiggled we walked to our spot and chilled for a little bit, I started to panic and it was hard to try to talk to him about this. “- First take a deep breath then tell me, whats wrong?” I take a deep breath and a few tears fall. “ I don’t know how to explain this to you. Do you remember a place called Earth?” -“ The plant in the Milky Way that still can’t understand place like our world? Yeah what of it?” I try to take a deep breath “- well A long long time ago a member of my family was accused of being a witch during there dark ages. She was stoned drowned and burned at the stake, she mumbled a curse under her breath, that the first female child born when they discover technology would bear her pain and must relive her murder, so she could take to the earth and live again. That this girl would be cursed as the gardens had cursed her to have power and be placed were she would forever be prosecutors. I was born in a galaxy that was at war, my father was strong with a small amount of power, he took a captain found that earth was the last place with my a living line to my blood.

They captain said sents I was so little I would be reborn as and have no memory of our dying home. They try to get as many of our children out as they could. The Captains of Earth, agreed they could take a few of our children, So they made a portal as sent us each to earth. All the other kids grew up well and strong.” I stopped for a moment and took a deep breath and try to calm down not wanting to cry hoping he not upset with me. He takes his hand and wipes away a tear. “Go on pet it’s okay.” “-I born to a family in Arkansas, my mom and dad didn’t have any clue of what was happening, my father from my galaxy try to explain it to him but the message got lost and he didn’t find out tell he had already left my mom. My mom got the message but it was messed up her life drove her mad. Not knowing what to do, or how to fix it or what it meant. My birth mom from my home plant was just wanting to let me know I was loved and my birth mom from earth thought it meant I was in-danger and people where coming for her. My mom tried to keep me safe as long as she could.” I started to feel cry he rubbed my hair “- you need to tell me this, why was your dad covered in blood? How did you get here? Why haven’t you told me this before? What’s scaring you?”

Tears wear rolling down my face. I don’t want to have to tell him this I want to forget this whole horrible thing is real. “- Princess you have to tell me, I am mad at you right now for keep this in. You need to trust I’m not going to go anywhere your mind.” I was sitting next to him but try to curl up in between his leg he stops me. “ I will hold you later on, right now you need to look at me, just remember to breath I know this is hard princesses.” I softly smile “- One day my great grandma was helping me with a coming of age ceremony and It was meant to be I go into the bathroom and turn in a circle once then say my name three time in the Mirror. I was meant to see a me a year older passing the light of my eye down to me. If it worked I would of been sitting next to my great ma. But it didn’t work instead I had a huge ball of light come from no were behind me, it caused a power outage at the building. I saw what looked like a handsome man walking forward from the background of the mirror and a couple of flowers started to cloud the mirror I felt scared you weren’t meant to see a man at all. The man saw the flowers trying to cover trying to keep him out so he ran. The ball of light coming from behind me tried had a light shoot out towards the mirror it rebounded by the other man in the mirror a girl who looked like stepped from in front of the flowers she said my name then told me duck another light shot out and the man in the mirror fell down and it looked like he was being dragged away but I couldn’t tell by what. She yelled me you need to take the hand in the light. My head hurt I assumed it my family coming together to protect me. “-Babe girl it me take my hand.” I reached for his hand as I did found a myself next to a group of people they yelled me name there wear all types of lights all over they “- I knew this is hard for you to understand your so little 6 whole earth years, but your not of earth my child. He grabbed me and hugged me as tight as possible my child of law, my son will find you when your bigger don’t stray from who you believe your are. I might dye today but don’t cry we will be there always. A man gave him a look he new it was time He quietly say something in my ear, I couldn’t here it, his hug tightened then he pushed me and I fell on back on the bathroom floor. I was left standing bathroom but the back of my head hurt bad, my mother said this shouldn’t take this long she broke the lock on the door and bursted in it sent me into a epileptic seizure. They called a Ambulance. And took me they said take her home and let her rest. I started to feel sick for a while my grandmother yelled at mom in the parking lot for a while. My brother was 8 he stepped out the car, he looked at my grandfather and grandmother, how dear you? You told her your loved her this was meant to be a simple coming of age, she sick right now and instead of worrying about her your yelling at your daughter? She has no control of what just happened, your mom power outage isn’t her fault.” My grandparents looking balffed agreed with whatever he said he pasted his coming of age test two months before.

My mom took us home crying the hole ride yelling at my brother for talking to our elders she harshly, yelling at the world. I throw up and said I’m sorry. My brother let me lay my head in his lap and comforted me. Cici you did nothing wrong, we’ll talk to the pastor the next time we go to church. My mom yelled and cried and say they couldn’t fix that thing. She went into the bathroom that night and cried. My brother ask me what happened I told him I’m not sure. And I tried to hide in the closet scared of my mom yelling I tried to sneak the phone out the kitchen and call my dad. He said don’t worry it’s going be okay, I started calm down but my brother told me my mom was coming he tried to talk to me but not before she took the phone and yelled “Your not allowed to have this number, you don’t care about these children, you never loved me. If you call back here I’ll make sure you go to jail.” I started to panic and lights went shadows moved all over the room. I pasted out when I pasted out found myself in another world, I was a little older they said your our sister your our lost Luna we will come for you one day. I woke up in bed covered in sweet. My mom got a phone “- bring the girl, we went to my grandmothers. She was pissed there was a young man he had on a ball cap and glasses his mom was with him, and a few cops.

They adults went to there living room and talked with the cops, the young man told me go to your room, I looked at him confused but understood. He followed, he told me I was safe he told me what’s about to happen next don’t think about only fours on me. I said yes sir to scared to do anything else he had me untie and retie his shoes. Then he told me to on my down on my knees by his side he told me to look up at him he grabbed my n*****s at pulled them really hard. A tear came down my face I wanted to scream for my mom but he told me she couldn’t help me. This is all my fault, He started to forcefully kiss me. My body sized. He slap me I don’t care if your having sezeris or not I’m taking you. I found myself at a friends house watching a movie at a teen. Confused on how I got there she tried to explain. She apologized because I saw a my body being carried out and blood on the floor. Then I saw the face of a demon come through the tv and grab me. I woke up my dads car he looked at me, you alright kid? I mumbled crazy as ever. He looked at me like whatever and I turned up the radio. “ I start to shake my face covered in tears. “- This sounds crazy little girl, I don’t understand what your trying to tell me are you sure it’s not some bad dream.” I’m almost completely in tears