There was a time long ago when I could've at least see an outline of what I wanted her to be, but now, it escapes me. I couldn't escape the excitement in my gut though. He'd made that s**t look so easy it was hard not to have just a little bit of hope that maybe, just maybe I could find my forever too. This was the first time that my brothers and I weren't on the same page. Obviously I wasn't gonna run out and grab the first woman I met, but what if there really was someone out there for me? Someone that could love me scars of the past and all. I shook it off and got back to work, but my mind refused to settle. I decided to f**k with him to get my mind off my own s**t. "So what are you planning to do about your new father in law?" "I'm seriously considering making a run for it. What

