I went through two hellish weeks. Inside me emotions were churning, such as anger, frustration, sadness and revenge, while on the outside I appeared to be apathetic and close to committing suicide. I didn"t eat, I didn"t talk, and I didn"t sleep. I weakened very quickly and when I refused to take hemodosis, Aunt Cecilia was so worried that she called Priest Dominick. "How long do you plan to go on like this?" Dominick asked me, tired of my silence. "Forever" I whispered. “ Then you are an i***t. Of course, Kevin has his share of the blame because he always deceived you with those affectionate and kind gestures, but you were the one who built a castle without a structure. He

