ENDLESS LOVE

She cannot forget to make misunderstanding between us

Bashika

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In the way I say Emir------ we need to buy some flower for her.

Ok.----- Emir said and stop the car to near a flower shop. Then said me----- you go and choose a branch of flower for her. I quickly attend an important business call.

After saying this he take out a card from his wallet and hand over me.------ take it to your purse.

Holding the card I confusing the looking at him then ask ----- what is this?.

It's a credit card. You can take it to your purse. And use it when you want. Now on this card is belongs to you.---- Emir said.

I don't need it Emir.----- I clearly deny him to accept the card.

Why. Are not you going to buy the flowers for Neha. I cannot go with you in the shop. So you need this their.---- Emir said to me. Which is real. I need the card to the shop. so I accept it ----- oh ok. Then after paying the bill I returned this to you.

You no need to return this to me. This card is only your. Look the card this is your name. I prepare the car only for you. You can use this in emergency Times.---- this time Emir said little impatiently.

I don't want to take it Emir. Although there was my name in the card. but the money  is yours. I have not a good memory. What happen if I lost it. And most importantly I don't need this card. I am always going with you everywhere. But if I want this card anytime I can say you by myself.----- I try my best to explain in front of Emir. Actually is really awkward for me to take the card from Emir. In my whole life I can not spend any other persons money. Even when I am 15 years old I start my business under my teacher just because of taking my my needs with my money. I know he is my husband. But in spite of this thing I can not comfortable to take his money.

Are not you telling me that you are belongs to my and I Am belongs to you. That means we both are same. Whatever is my all belongs to you and whatever is yours is all belongs to me. So why you are hesitate to take the card. I always consider you as my wife. but when did you comfortable to consider me as your husband.----- this time anger is sharply visible to his voice.

It's not like that you think. Taking money from you is little awkward for me. Don't take it in wrong way.----- I try my best to convince him. But I think no matter how hard I try if Emir decide something that mean the things he done with any possible way.

I am not telling you that go to the shopping mall and spent all the money. I am just telling you keep it for the emergency time. What happened if I am not with you and suddenly you face a difficult situation. You have no idea about London roads. You have no job here. Did you want to spend all your savings which you earn in India. Did your Ego is too much bigger than your own safety.----- Emir impatiently said.

Excuse me I have no ego. You are the most egoistic person not I am. Ok I take it for the emergency time.---- I said. A sign of relief is visible to his face. But he still look bad. So I asked him confusingly----- why are your mood steel bad. I already accept your card.

Emir look at me seriously and ask with the horse voice----- you still uncomfortable with me right.

I stunned hearing this. Why did he thought like that. I am never and ever uncomfortable with him.----- why are you asking this question Emir. If I feel uncomfortable with you did I allow you to kiss me. If I am uncomfortable with you I am never told you to make me yours.

Husband and wife relation cannot just build up with physical relation. You still uncomfortable to taking my money. I told you that nothing is belongs to my everything is our. But still you say it this is your money Emir.---- he very sadly told me this.

 I really feel guilty for my behaviour. He can do everything to making me happy. And I again and again disappoint him. He is right my ego is too big. I quickly hug him and apologize----- I am so sorry Emir. I do not mean it. You know I belong to a middle class family. Every time my rich cousins Bully me. They looking me disgustingly. They always thought that what I need it's only money. Some of our relatives cannot take any relationship with us because they are afraid that we borrow money from them. Which is not true. My father never borrow money from any of them. Self respect is always first priority of my father. He always treat me never loss your self respect. Seen my childhood I tolerate them and this is the result that I cannot take money from any persons except my father mother and elder maternal uncle. Even you know when I I go any restaurant with chandrani we both are pay our bill separately. I never allow my any friend to pay my bill. I know for you is not a big deal. But a middle class girl like me it's a big deal. But I am really sorry Emir. For now on I am never disappoint you. You are right there is nothing me and nothing you all is our.

I don't know about your childhood and your condition before marriage. I know you must be going on with the difficult situation. But I am not your cousins. And your cousin is not your life partner. I am your life partner. you spend your rest of the life with me. Next time do not forget it.----- though his tone is sound like  warning tone. But his face is covered with his smile. That is enough for me. If he is happy then I am happy.

Ok I never forget it in future Mr.Emir.---- I smilingly reply. Then said ---- now can I go.

Hmm.---- He said. We both are got out from the car and go to our direction. Emir busy himself to attending a phone call. And I get into the the flower shop.

Hello madam. what type of flower you want.----- the shop owner ask me.

I have no idea which type of flowers Neha like. Emir is not with me so I am become confused. I pout and reply the shop owner----- have no idea. I don't know the taste of the person for whom I buy the flowers.

The shop owner laughed hearing me.------ so tell me she is girl or boy.

She is a girl and she is admitted to a hospital.------ I said.

Oh. By the way why I feel your face is very known. Did we know each other  or did I know you. Did we meet before. Or did you come here another time. ---- he ask with full of confusion.

I start laughing and reply him----- I am not only new in the shop. I am also new in London. There was only three weeks that I am arrived here. And this is the first time I saw you so how did we know each other.

No I remember I think I saw you in the TV. Did you are heroine for any show.----- he ask me which make me fool of shock. Are the person is lost. He said he saw me in the television are he is joking me. Or he flirting me like this.

Exactly because my wife is always look like a heroine.----- Emir strong sound come out from my back.

Me and the shopkeeper both are shockingly look at him.----- Mr.Emir she is your wife. Now I remember I saw her I mean I saw Mrs.Emir to the television.

Television.---- I ask confusingly.

Yes to the new challenge. This is the hot topic right now in internet and all social media platform. Mr.Emir wedding.----- the shop owner told.

I look at Emir. He smiled at me. Then place his hand to my shoulder and said softly----- are you done wife.

No. I cannot understand which type of flower Neha like. Help me to choose the flower.---- I said Emir.

I have no idea about her choice. You can buy it by yourself. Whatever you buy for her is good.---- Emir casually said.

I stunned for a moment. How did a ex boyfriend does not know about his ex girlfriend choice.i ask him in a mocking tone------ are you act in front of me. Or did you wanted to to show up in front of me that you have no interest with her right now. Or you thought that I am a fool. Tell me which one you thought.

He look at me without any expression.------- first is i no need to act in fond of anyone. I does not know anything about her. Even I don't know about her choice it's better that you ask it to Oliver. Second I am nothing show up in front of you. Third and most importantly my intelligent wife never and ever in my dream I thought that you are fool.

She is your ex girlfriend and you said you does not know about her choice. We are marry just three week ago. And you know everything about me. even every small thing. You know my favourite colour dishes everything.---- I am completely confused this time. How did a man cannot know a simple thing about his ex girlfriend. And the girl Neha she told me that I does not know anything about my husband. And here is comes out that Emir does not know anything about her. I am confused which type of ex girlfriend she is.

Emir just smile and not give me any other reply. I buy a branch of White Roses. Because the girl is really want some peace of her life. So I choose a branch of White Roses for her. After that we again get into our car. And start our journey again.

We finally arrived to the hospital. Emir told me that ------ I am waiting for you in Oliver chamber.

Are not you going with me to visit her.----- I asked him.

No. Both of we don't want to saw Each Other face. So it's better I cannot go with you.----- Emir said.

I am really curious about that what happened between them to the past. Why she hate Emir too much. Even Emir save her life last day. In spite of this she continue hating him. Basically I want to talk to her along so I cannot force Emir and said him----- OK then go and chat with Oliver. After seeing her I am directly come to Oliver chamber.

Ok.----- He said then leave.

I ask a nurse about Neha's room. All the nurses know me very well. They respectfully greeted me. One of the nurse directly accompany me to the room where Neha shifted. I smile and say her to leave.

After the nurse left I push the door and Enter the room. Neha is lie down to the bed. Hearing the sound of door push she opened her eyes. Seeing me coming she try to seat in the bed. But I quickly run and stop her.----- don't sit. Just lie down. Your body is Steel need some rest.

After that I place the white flowers to the side table. And said her ---- this is for you. I don't know that you like it or not. Actually I don't know which type of flower you like.

I don't like roses. I like Lily.---- she said.

Oh I am sorry.---- I said.

It's ok. the white rose is very beautiful. Thanks for the roses. Are you here for checkup.----- she ask me.

No. I am come here for seeing you.----- I said and smile then ask------ did you feel better now.

She looking shock.------ I am fine. But why are you here to looking for me.

Because whatever happened to you is in our office. And the attack is actually for Emir. But  unluckily you face the situation. Also you are the doctor of our hospital so is my responsibility to visit you personally.----- I said her with full of grace.

Oh. So you come here for shake of Mrs.Emir identity.----- she ask.

Whatever you thought. I am little bit tense about your health.----- I said.

Why you tense about me. Are not you afraid that I am the ex girlfriend of your husband. I thought that you are happy hearing my condition.----- She said.

I never and ever happy to hear anybody bad condition. And the fact of my afraidness. So you don't worry about this. I know the difference between present wife and ex girlfriend. Wife is not just a word. It's not just a legal right on a man. Wife means a life partner of the man. And the meaning of ex-girlfriend is a girl who is once upon a time is the most important person to a man life. But right now she is just an ordinary girl for the men.----- I said her.

I hear that previous day has your wedding night. What happened this night. Did Emir arrived on time. Actually I hear that he is busy to sending me  in this Hospital. ---- she said.

I smile and give her a reply------ it's good that he is sending you here. Otherwise I can broke the wedding by myself. A life for a man for women is more important than arriving time to the wedding spot. And I am proud of my husband. He choose his responsibility first other than the marriage ceremony.----- I said her.

I saw that she is disappoint. Her breath is become heavy. Is not good for her health so I give her a glass of water.----- drink it.

 then I helped her to drink the water.----- did you know who is the culprit for last day incident.----- she ask me.

It's somebody who belongs to our office. But we no evidence about anybody. Even we don't know the proper name of the man. Emir search about the truth.----- I said her.

What is belongs to our company. But who. Five years of my walking in this company all I knows that everybody in the company is very Royal. Even not only their Royal they love their Boss very much. Then suddenly who is going against Emir.----- she ask.

We discover the truth as soon as possible.----- I said.

We both are pause for a while. Then I break the silence asking her----- why you hate him.

She stunned and said---- what.

I ask you why you hate Emir.----- I ask.

What nonsense are you talking about. I love him. Why did I hate him.---- She again start act in front of me.

I know everything. You no need to act in front of me. Hate is clearly visible to your eyes. I just want to know that what happened between both of you. Why you hate him so much. I want to know everything.----- I ask.

You want to know everything from me. Did not your husband tell you anything. Did he afraid that he lost you after telling the truth about his life.---- she said.

Tell me. I want to know the deadly truth. Which get you so much confidence that after getting the truth he lost me.----- I ask.

You are in the wrong way. If you want to know anything about your husband then search the internet. There was something is rumours but something is really truth. And I believe that after getting the truth you cannot trust him another time. After all no girl want to live with this type of man.----- she said confidently.

I am really impression right now.i ask her ----- if you know everything then why you waiting for. You are here I am here. And nobody can interrupt us. Then tell me everything which you know. I just ask you one simple question. What happened between both of you to your fast who make you so much hate on him.

I am not telling you this.---- she said. This time I feel some helplessness to her eyes.

Why.---- I ask.

Did you thought that your husband is fool. He can watches us by the camera.---- pointing to the cameras. I look at the camera then looked at her again silently. She continue ----- the camera is here. That is the reason he sent you along here. He knows is very well that you ask me about our past.

What are you afraid of. If he watches us. So let's allow him to watches us. You can continue.----- I said.

If I told you anything I lost my everything. Are not you thought about this that in spite of this thing that I hate him so much why I am still working here. You have no idea how much your husband control interfere in my life.------ she said me frustratingly.

I am really angry on Emir. Why did he send me here alone if he want keep an eye on me. I calm down my anger then said her politely------ you take rest. I am going now.

She did not give me any response. Originally I cannot wait for her response. I quickly come out from the room. After that I called a nurse. She respectfully come to me. Then I say her ------ go and tell your boss I am waiting for him in the car.----- she follow my order. And go to call Emir.

I feel suffocated to the hospital. Everytime when I coming in the hospital I always come out with a bad mood. I cannot get in the car. I go to the hospital campus and try to breathe natural wins. The natural beauty ness to the hospital campus is really making me feeling well. When I am standing there and feel the cold winds.

I hear Emir magnetic voice  from my back----- you tell me you directly come Oliver chamber after visiting her. I am waiting for you there. Oliver also wants to meet to you. Actually he does not come last night so he want to meet you right now.

I turn my head and saw him with full of anger. He walked close to me and noticed my angry face.----- what's wrong with you. You does not look good. Did she again tell you something wrong.---- Emir told me.

Why did not you hear our conversation with the help of the camera.---- I ask him.

What. what camera. What are you talking about. how did I know what you are talking with her. Did you forget that I am waiting for you to Oliver chamber.----- He said me.

Emir I remember everything. I just asked you what is the meaning to send me there along. and then keep an eye on us with the help of the camera. If you really want to know that what should I talking with her. The you can come with me. Does not matter you are with me or not I asked her same questions which I asked in your absence.-----  I truly say him everything.

What you ask to her.----- Emir questioning me.

Like serious again he question me. It's my right to questioning him.

Don't act like this Emir. You hear our every conversation. Yes I ask about your past with her. Scene You are not interested to tell me anything then I thought I asked her by myself.---- I shouting on him.

But then I realised that we are standing in the hospital campus. So I stop shouting on him. After all he is the owner of the hospital. Is not good for his reputation. I try my best to calm down myself. But suddenly I hear a chill voice from Emir ----- so what she tell you about our past.

I am angry but he is still chill.----- she is afraid on you. Because if she tell me anything you can make hell her life.

Emir laughed hearing me.------ what's so funny. Why you are laughing.

This girl is lie down to the hospital bed. She is almost lost her life last day. But still she plotting against me. She tried to break our relation. Lying in the hospital she cannot forget to make misunderstanding between us.---- Emir said.

That mean you want to say me that she is lieing on me. But her eyes is purely innocent. Why did she lairing in front of me.---- I ask.

You believe her not your husband.wow. outstanding. Did you want to shift my house to her house.----- Emir mocking me. But I know he is angry. I am not in the mood to argue with him. Because I want to go and meet my family. So without saying any other what i get into the car. Then call Emir----- did you want to spend your entire day here. If not then come with me.

He Slowly get in the car. Tight his seat belt then  start the car. After that he told me----- I am not interested to spending my whole day here. You are the one who are interested to hear her nonsense.

She say nonsense. Ok if She tell nonsense then why not you tell me the truth.---- I said.

Whatever she told you everything is false. I am not making her life hell. I am not interfere in her business. It's completely fall. Decide she is the one who makes travel for me. I don't know anything about your conversation with her. I am not taking my eye with both of you.----- He told me.

Ok i believe you. I believe that whatever she told me today everything is false. But I want to know about your past with her. Did you tell me this right now.----- I ask.

No. I cannot.------ He directly refuse.

I hit my legs to the corner of the car with anger.

Hey don't hurt yourself.------ He said me.

 it's none of your business----- I said.

Then I both are keep quiet. Emir continue drive the car without say any word.