MEERA
AFTER FOUR YEARS,
Its been four years I don't know did he think about me or not. I'm here always thinking about him.
How can he able to think that I have been cheated on him? Doesn't he trust me or our love has no power?.
After that incident, I left from the Coimbatore and even thought to leave this world. But I can't , I have no right to kill the life growing inside me. No one is around me my father died due to heart attack.
He was heart patient but hided it from me since my graduation, and tried to fix alliance for me. Finally I ended up with love of my life who even left me. I don't why in this world the person whoever I love end up with hurt me or leave. First my mom left me, then my father left me and now Varun. But I must believe that my son will not leave.
I don't know what I'm going to do with my life, I moved to Namakkal. As I have some money which is by selling the property and gold ornaments which my daddy saved for my marriage. I have sold my every belonging in Coimbatore but I can't sell my home where I lived my father having sweet memories. Where me and Varun sneak out to movie, dinner and date.
We always dreamt of having kids around our home, and make them grow with proper education and everything. We always want to make happy family but we ended up here separated and all alone.
I'm going through my mailbox while sipping my coffee. I know no can find me here in this small town. I have changed my number but not my mail Id. Continuously I got mail from Sarah, which is I'm not going to reply and read. I know well that if I read this mail then I will cry brutally. She is my friend from childhood married to Varun's friend Ranjith.
I don't want to burden for anyone. Ranjith is not a bad person who is opposing his wife to support her friend. But I don't to become hurdle to his friendship. If he help me, Varun will not talk to him as I know very well about my Varun , he will become all alone. I don't want him to be like that.
I entered to bedroom to wake my three year old son who is inherited with all the features of Varun, a small smile came across my lips. "Wakeup baby mumma is getting late" I tried to wake him. I caught him closing his eyes after seeing me. "Ah han, my baby boy is so sleepy. ok I will finish this chocolate before he woke up" I finished my sentence he slowly came behind me and checking out whether it is true or not. I caught him and twinkled, we both fell on the floor and laughed for some time. He is my only happiness, "ok, ok I'm out. Let's go and brush our teeth" I carried him to bathroom. We finished our morning chores and came out.
I placed him in kitchen counter gave his milk, I'm started making breakfast for both of us. After finishing the milk he ran to play with his toys.
We finished our breakfast. I dropped him in kinder garden and left for my job where I work as a receptionist in costal residency. Mostly there will reception party, baby shower and some other family parties only take place , so I don't have much work I will at 4.3o pm. If there is any function, then I will leave at 7.30 so there is no problem for me to take care of Ram ( her son full name Ram Kumar)and Sunday holiday. Evening Ramya will pick Ram and her daughter Lalitha from Kinder Garden. They are at the same class. It is not easy for a women to live a normal life without her husband in this society, without the help of Ramya and some other in the area I may not able to handle. Anyways thanks for god.
I parked my scooter and entered to my place where my manager giving instructions for the preparation of tomorrow reception party's arrangement. Tomorrow I have to stay here over time. Manager turned to me and said " Meera tomorrow, you are going to welcome guest stay at enterance" and stated what are the works for others.I sighed and started my works.