YOU ARE MINE❤

INABILITY

Meera**

I picked Ram for Ramya’s home and went to our home.

I opened our house, Ram ran into the hall and switched on the T.V.

“Darling, No T.V. before you wash your face,” I said to him.

He pouted “maa see my face, I have already washed in Ramya aunty’s home,” he said cutely by rubbing his cheek.

“Aww!! My child has grown well” I kissed his cheek and brought to the bathroom.

“Now, Mumma will wash your face,” I said. He quietly agreed, he is always obedient son for me. He will not no say for anything to me.

I washed his face and dried his face in a towel while listening to his childish talks.

I feed him, while he is doing his homework.

“Baby Tomorrow, Mumma has some work, I will come late so don’t disturb Ramya aunty, stay in their home play with Priya. I will come and pick you ok” I told him sweetly.

“Then you have to buy me doremon box ok?” this guy knows how to blackmail me.

“ok,” I told him and kissed his cheeks.

I made him sleep and washed the vessels. I slowly went to bedroom, he was sleeping cutely.

He has same black eyes as Varun has, I ruffled his hair.

Has Varun married? What if he was married? What if he comes to know that Ram was our son? What if he separates me from Ram?

As usual, all these questions raised in my mind.

God. Please help me! I prayed to god and slept beside him.

(* alarm rings)

I switched off the alarm, Rubbed my both palms, closed my eyes kept my palms in eyes let the warm flows through the palms, I opened my eyes and kissed ram’s cheeks

Time was 6.00 am

I did all chores, dropped Ram in school and I went to work.

Oh god, I forgot to inform Ramya that I will come late.

I called her “ Hello, Ramya this is Meera”

“yeah, Meera”

“Ramya, I forgot to inform that I will come late, Please take care of him maa,” I told her.

“No, I will not take care. See once again If you told me that please take care then you will see my real side Meera. How many times I told you, he is like my son I will better care for him” she shouted on the other side of the phone.

“ ok, sorry yaar”

“I’m going to kill you Meera” again she.

“ok, ok. I’m going to work bye” I cut the call.

I went to my work, as usual, Today is the tiring day of the entire week.

We made our best arrangement for Reception.

I was welcoming the Guest, My phone vibrated. I took it saw there was 10 missed call, All of them from Ramya What happened to her ? she called me these many time.

I excused myself to restroom and called her because working time phone not allowed.

“ Thank god, Meera you called me. Ram..Ram…” she stammered

“ What happened to him?” I panicked.

“you come to a city hospital, He meets with accident,” she told, my heartbeat stops for fraction of second.

“meera.. Meera” I heard her calling me, but my body betrayed me.

I took my bag ran to the manager, I didn’t notice that I was crying.

“ Sir, I want to go home, My son happened something sir” I cried.

“Wait Meera Relax, What happened,” he asked me

I told him about an accident, he gave me permission.

I ran out of the hotel, went to the hospital.

I asked the receptionist, she told me to go room number 207

I stormed to go there, Ramya was standing there.

I saw my son through the door, He lying there with so much blood.

Doctor in 60’s came out from the room, asked who is their family.

I ran into him asked, sir this nothing wrong with my son right.

He removed his glass and told me that there is so much blood loss, his blood group was a rare type. Now that type of blood was not available in blood bank also.

I don’t know what to do and whom to ask.

This city is new for me, Even though I have lived here for 4 years. I don’t know people here other than Ramya.

What I am going to do know. Is my child going to die because of my inability?

Ramya and her husband started to call to ask the people they know.

I was sitting like a dead corpse. I separated my child from his father, now he is going to die. what I'm going to do without my child. Before he dies I will kill myself.

I will not hear the news, my child died.

I stood wiped my tears, started to walk without knowing where I’m going.