|Tamara|
I didn’t know it was that hard to play pretend that everything is just good and happy. I find it hard to smile just by forcing it. And it’s hard to try and get well along with someone.
The situation that I am in right now is indeed in favor to me. I can’t deny that. Actually, I should be even thankful because of it. But even still if we’re facing my parents, the cold and harsh treatment that he’s been serving me since the last months—he’s still carrying it along with him. Behind his sweet and caring gestures, I can see his detachment and indifferences towards me.
Since then, my only weapon to stand firm and to not waver at our situation was keeping my self by staying true to him. I acted as a true and loving wife. And I know he’s pissed with all that I have been trying to do
