The man of my dreams

Chapter 16

I am sitting in the hall of our village home, a ring on my ring finger and Rahul by me side. He is looking so handsome in his traditional attire...



I don't know anything. I just know one thing. I can't live without this man. I always used to think that as Tanya, I was so selfish... I used to hate myself but when I look at this man, I know how it felt... I can feel it. I am ready to do anything for this man...

Even if this man turns out to be anything like Aarush, I will still love him... I look as him and he is staring at me so intensely that I shiver... I avert my eyes shyly but the next second, a hand is gripping my chin tightly. I look at him and he looks angry...

I look sideways to see that all the family members are busy in taking selfies but he grips my hair tightly. I look at him, tears almost falling but I don't let them fall because of my family members...

He is looking so angry... I apologise lowly and I can see his anger dissipating. I inwardly sigh in relief but the next moment, his lips are on mine...

I try to push him away. My family members can't see this... Dadda was so disappointed in me the last time this happened... But this angered him more and all the gentleness from earlier was gone and he forces his tongue inside my mouth. I can feel the taste of cigarette smoke... Maybe he was also drunk... That's why he is behaving like this...

For cooling him down as soon as possible, I kiss him back with equal passion. I have to do this to distract him... He shouldn't know that I am trying to make this end earlier...

When he is lost in the kiss, I push him lightly. He is caught off guard and I take off from there, going to the kitchen, my heart beat raising... I try to take deep breaths but before I could, I feel a pair of lips on my lips...

I look at him and I can see hunger in his eyes. I push him again and lick my swollen lips. He pulls me towards him and I look at him with wide eyes... He places my hands on his chest and I look into his eyes...

They are filled with so much love... I feel safe in his arms. I hug him tightly and I hear whistles around us. I pull backwards but he again pulls me towards him. I feel frustrated with this... Yes, I love him. But this is getting too much. He can't put on a show in front of my family. I push him away and look at him angrily. He looks at me stunned but I look at him with all my frustration.

He looks angry but I don't care. I am trying to keep him off me from last 15 minutes but this man is not at all listening to me... I turn away from him and my family has their jaws on the ground. I raise my eyebrow and they scurry off.

I go to the room where we four are staying and wear salwaar kameez. I feel so much comfortable in this outfit... In the saree, it was so wrapped up...

I come outside the room but the next second, I am pinned to a wall with a hand on my mouth. I panic but in front of me, only Rahul is there... I close my sigh in relief and blush at our proximity... I avert my eyes but he is still not moving.

I move my head and it distracts him from his daze. He keeps the hand on my mouth intact and remove my dupatta. I panic but he pushes me in the room and I stumble backwards. He locks the door and I look at him wide eyed. He pushes me and I fall on the mattress. Before I can react, he is kissing me roughly.

I don't know what to do. So, I lay still. He takes away my kameez and then my salwaar and the other things. I try to tell him to stop but his kiss prevents me. He swiftly undresses himself and enters inside me and just like that, I lose my virginity...

I can't help but cry at the thought. I had always thought how special it will be, how my man will come, marry me and then we will live happily ever after but the man I love raped me before my marriage...

I quickly dress myself with shaking hands and try to leave but he holds my waist from behind. I yelp in surprise and he apologises, saying that how I make it hard for him to control himself...

I tell him that I forgive him and I actually do. If my family was not here, I would have enjoyed it but with all of them here, I can't. But still I forgive him but I don't think I can forget this...