QUEST FOR LOVE

Chapter - 39

Where the hell is this guy ?

Let me ring once again. I hope he will , pick this time ...

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Finally....Hello , Samar where the hell were you . I was calling you since hours where the hell were you . Wait wait were you talking to uncle . Hahaha....

Do you want a slap Ro? He is your father in law . Why will I talk to him. But if I was talking to him also , what is your problem?

Ah! getting jealous .

Shut up ! Why will I get jealous .

Who knows , you might be feeling jealous .  After all you love him so much ... Hahaha....

Oh really? 

Fuck off man , just wanna kick your ass.

And I wanna slap you hard.

Hahahaa , you will not be able to give .... First come here then we will see your slap....

oh my my ... you are waiting for my slap.....

turu lub......

heheheee.

Wait wait from turu lub , I got to recollect your love letter. So what have you written in your letter . 

Why will I tell you? Who are you . You continue with your tease . You were comfortable doing that . So better do that only . 

Yeah , yeah ! Why will you tell me . Who am I ?

Shut up... Stop your nuisance . Ok now listen to me . 

Now what?

Do not be rude . Think before you say anything . I was about to tell what I wrote . Now I will not tell you .

Ok  as you wish .

Ok bye ......

Arey , arey ...

Where are you going .....

Tell , tell , I want to listen ....Please tell.

Do you want me to say before you seriously? Do not tell later I am getting bored . ....

Yes! why not .  I will not mind hearing you . Even I want to see how romantic my friend is .

Oh! baba... Now I am feeling shy to say .....

Shut up , are you a girl or what that you are feeling shy . 

No , not at all.

Shut Ro , you have lost it . I very well know , you are not a girl . I was just kidding man . 

You carry on... Looking forward to hear you .  

See okay I will tell... but do not think me to be a Romeo.. Do not judge me... Otherwise I will not say anything ...

Okay, so here I go....

 I love you to the eternity, with all my heart and the soul. I want to enjoy, cherish every moment we will happen to spend together, with each other. And I love you even more ,thousand and thousands times in the moments when you are not with me ..You happen to be the soul affair .You are the reason for my smile, though I am a boy but I happen to have heebie jeebies in my stomach .When I hear about you.  You become the sole reason for a time being and happen to occupy the whole mind of mine. You are always there on my mind Ananya.

I just can not imagine life without you.

Wow.... like pyaar me dubba Ro! Hahaha....

You are the reason why I am here.

Bro I thought oxygen is must for survival...

Sh,.... I will not say further .

I want to confess my love to you. But I can not. Because I know you do not prize me the way I do you. Do not worry I will not force myself on you .My love for you will bring freedom to your livelihood. You do not know how much I love you Ananya. I really do not know whether you will get to know this or not. I want to vent my heart out before you but cannot .  I really want to share all my secrets with you and know about yours too. I really crave to share all my secrets with you .  Even what I am penning down for you right now.

How will I tell you  about this I do not know . whenever I think of you my heart beats a way more faster. It is just you and you  all around now.  Copious times I have tried to flirt  with other girls, even be with other girls. But it never happened the way it happened when I saw you. There is something magical in you . And that magic is so fascinating, that very spell of yours attracts me like anything. From the very moment when I saw you , I felt like you are the only one. It is you who made me fall for you like morning dew falls on flowers. You are that shine which sparkled my life. That star which brightens the sky of heart. T

The way things took place, it was difficult for me to believe that I am in love.  Your innocent smile was enough for me to hold on to you. I have been with others girls too, but when I saw you I felt differently. Things were quite different. Don’t know what but yeah nothing was same.

I got to know yes I am in love with you, from the very moment I saw you.. I just fell for you at the first sight. It was not that easy , but yes now I am in love with you Ananya.

I do not know what will happen in future. I really do not know whether we are going to be together or not. But all I know is I will love you till my last breath. That is the reason why I am here.

I do not know what has happened to you. All I know is I need to figure out why things are like this in your life.  I want to help you , I want to do everything which will help you out to come out of this situation.

Don’t know what is there in your life which has made you like this, but I promise you I will figure this out. I will definitely do this. Each and every endeavor required  to fulfill your dreams will do.

All I know is something right from your childhood has been ill. The way your father behaves with you is not at all justified . it is not all normal. The bond between a daughter and a father is not at all like this.

I will make everything in your life normal . You will also lead a normal life like others.

One fine day you will be the happiest person in this world. You will get each and everything which you deserve. Each and every happiness which you have been deprived of. Your life will be as beautiful as the fresh flower. I will make your life colorful my love. You will get each and everything which you have been deprived of all these years. Life will not be the same for you as it is now.

I will not do this just because I love you. But I care for you . Words are not enough to describe my emotions for you love. I hope one fine day I get that opportunity to show my love for you. One day I want to tell about this to you Ananya.

I do not want to be the reason of your problems. I want be the reason behind your smiles, you smile lines,your never ending enjoyment and colorful life.

Yeah I know I am no one to you know.But it is ok I will not compel you to feel the same for me.I know this is one sided love. But do not worry my love for you will not be a problem for you.You will not face repercussions due to this.

Tonight as I write this letter, it's like you are right here with me. I will clear, try to solve the challenges of your life.I have sensed that you are living life ,just for the sake of living.I want to bring colors to your life .I want you to live your life to the fullest.

I am the luckiest and the happiest man in the world because I can truly say that I am in love with you Ananya. There is no another woman in this universe that can hold a light to you, my darling beloved, and I just want to make you aware , let you know that I love you more than anything,even words fall short. Even the most touchy words can not express you my love .I love you so much my Ananya.

I wish I could say ,address you like this My Ananya. Can I say it again, my Ananya.

Being apart and away from you is more and more difficult job than I could have ever thought of. I feel your aromas  everywhere ,every minute ,every day ,every hour. I look, and they make me feel that we are not together. I want to be with you my dear love. I know it is not possible now. But I will surely wait for you. I will wait until by last breath. After all the true love is tested ,and it's worth is known by the time we wait the patience we have. So yeah I will wait for you till my life goes on. And my love for you will go on.

If you could imagine just how much I savvy you, imagine no more. You are the star in my sky, the blood that runs through my soul, and the very air I take in. Until I happen to meet you, this was not there. I was someone else. I did not know something like this will happen. I never knew is it possible to love someone so deeply ,heartily and completely, but you have brought love to my life. You are fillings which complete me.

I never knew true love exists I this world but my love for you made me believe this too.

I always dreamed of having a friend ,a girlfriend, and I used to think what she will be like. I thought she will be beautified, lively, funny, cute ,mature, and what not. Apart from this she will be a great person too. Now when I met you all my assumptions, premature thinking got vanished.

When I met you all the things changed. Now when I am here , and all my dreams have become a factuality. It is so beautiful to have someone special,like you. I know I can not share everything with you right now. But someday I think ,I will be able to do so too.

You are the one about whom I think the most. Be it waking up every morning, or going off to the bed. You’re the first person whom I want to say a very good morning as soon as I wake up and also the last person I want to say good night too my love Ananya. You are the person the love of my life Ananya. Yeah you do not know about this right now. But one fine day I will confess about this before you.

You know what I feel so blessed when you laugh, and when the reason behind your laugh lines is me.I feel like I have got everything.

At times I think, I feel like I can tell you anything, but I stop myself from doing so. a. I have never been so joyous , and it is all because of you Ananya.

I hope you will feel the same for me some or the other day.

I so wish and pray that you also happen to fall for me the way I happened.

But I promise I will not be forcing myself on you even if this does not take place.nI'll try to be the best you'll ever have.

I want to confess my feelings, something which I may not be able say but, I can at least express it through my words, gestures and pen them down here..

I lOVE YOU so much.

You brought changes to my life completely and gave a new directions to my life. I can not even think or imagine a day without you. I love you that much and will always do till my last breathe...

With love from the one who adores you.

Whenever I think about you , I am just lost.  Things do not remain the same Ananya.  Lost in a world full of love and merriness. Where you are the goddess of love who showers love on me . The altruism which I gain from you in that world is more than anything.  Even the other disciples of you out there crave for that love but you shower more on me.  They too want to sit beside you, they get jealous on learning the fact you are no close to them as you are to me.

Ah such are my imaginations. I will be the luckiest one if this turns out to be true.

Ah! Such is your imagination.... 

This is why I was not telling you anything . Shut up! 

Bro come on , this is quite ovio . I will tease you ....You cannot stop me ..

But I feel awkward man... 

Stop your nuisance... What is there to feel awkward......You love her , you wrote letter for her . That is it ... Why to think so much.....