Shaan
Yes that fool,
Shaan was more wealthy than me , so she went for him. If she wanted to go for him only why did not she approach for him at first only. Why me?
Wait I know because she wanted to cherish and live a lavish life until someone comes whom she can fool .
I repent spending my money on her. How could I fall for her? I was bold enough from first only. After all I rejected her so many times but she was into me like anything. Actually she was not into me. She was into my money. Like how can I afford such a big loss. How can I loose a wealthy person. He is my key to fulfilment of all my dreams. She was stuck to me like a chicklet. If ever I had a clue she will be like this I would have only killed her.
Where is the glass? He shouted!
No glass,
No water,
No alcohol.
Where are these things?
Where is it? He yelled.
Do not tell me you have hidden it.
Not again ! no! no!
Why? Why ?
What do you get by doing so?
He slaps me hard. Wait you would not understand like this.
He holds my hair and twists me around 360 degree holding it. Ah! That curly hair again…. Why on earth she is ? Why ?
He held my hands , tied them with rope and took me too the darkest room of my house.
That room is quite scary. I whispered. But it does not matters to him. How will it? He does not cares…..
All around there were cobwebs. Broken pieces, the glasses dirty clothes, dust around, no light , dark all around, walls were dilapidated, there were gaps in the floor, no furniture, no tables , chairs , the one’s which were there were not useful anyways.
Spiders , cockroaches , torn curtains, broken window pains , shadows added more to the deadliness.
Spider! I am so afraid of it man.
It was scary night above all. It has been raining since last night too. This added more to the scariness of the place. Since it rained last night the water was entering in the room from the walls. Water was seeping through the walls like anything. Due to this the frogs were entering in the room.
All I was left with was my fear,
the hissing sounds of roaches,
the vibrations made by the spiders, that purring sound
and the croaking of frogs.
I was afraid, tears went down my cheeks . they flowed down my face like a river . Even I had hiccups. But my father did not melt down. It did not matter to him. He rarely cares . He is least interested.
No matter what happened, I am his daughter. Doesn’t he feels for me. How can he behave like this with me.
Yes I do not matter to him , I know this very well. But what about humanity.
Leave it ….
Is he going to make me stay here for four to five days again , as he did the last month.
What I did wrong? What was my mistake.?
I do care for him. Though I do not matter to him, but he does. He is my father after all. How can I leave him like this. I am not like him.
Do not know why my mother left us. All I had heard about her is from my father only.
Still I wonder! Why she left?
Everything was going good until 2017. Till I turned 6 , everything was going good. The perfect family I had.