Chapter- 80
867 Words
Ro’s point of view….
I love you Ananya, but it does not gives me right to be part of your life. I can do anything for you . But things which are not justified , I will not carry forward them. I should not interfere in your reply. I will not do this again… I am done with this.
Yes! I did wrong by coming to your home , and lying to you . I should not have come like this to your life . I am no one to do so . Like this entering into someone’s life is not at all justified.
I wonder if you will get to know about this how you will behave . I am sorry .
Even I ended up sharing these matters with Samar which is not at all justified. After that I just came to your house , without even knowing that what the actual case is . I just did my thing. How stubborn I am .
I will no longer continue this . I will have to depart from here . it is high time , I need to move to my hoe . I know uncle will not like this , but I cannot fool him anymore . How foolish I was . but I cannot be more foolish now . It is all over .
I will go away from here . I will not tell about my feelings to you Ananya. I know you do not like me then forget about love . So what is done is done . I will not disturb you anymore. You are free now .
Yes we were friends and will be too.
I will go away now.. I am sorry again for everything..
If it is possible do forgive me … If you come to know about the reality , do forgive me .
Bye! Today itself , I will pack my bags and return . I will no longer stay here. I do not know whether you will miss me or not , but yeah I will miss you a lot. I hope you will too.
I hope , you will miss my things . how I used to tease you , how I used to irritate you .. I used to enjoy with you .
I will cherish each and every moment spent with you . Those few days spent with you were the best. I will be always grateful to god for this. I will always be thankful to god…
No longer be here …
That is it…
Samar , i am going back to my place.
What the hell?
Is this boy mad or what?
Why is he thinking so much?
Yesterday only i explained him things . He still is not getting things . How can he just not understand things . Earlier also he did things in hurry , now also h is doing the same . Why is he like .
I said him before also when he was coming here not to go like this only , but he opted this only . How i***t he is . And stubborn too, like I want to do this and will do this only .
let me just text him first .
He may end up doing anything shit...
Ro , just wait , I am coming there . Do not come to any conclusion now.
What has now Samar said... let me read this.
What the hell my w******p got crashed. What did he text me . How will I get to know. I am just fed up with this mobile . Samsung sucks.. How they just hang like anything... You just cannot trust the brand . I am just done with it ...
Leave it , I am going to just pack by bags and go back home . That is it....
One good can be a bad for someone else. You just cannot predict things .
Same will happen now . My parents will be happy seeing me back their at home. After so many days they will be getting to see me . So they will be very excited...
After seeing me , papa will be so happy . He will be so so excited after seeing me there . Mumma will celebrate like anything .
After all her ladala is here .
She will be the happiest soul in this world .
But what should I do now?
Should I take this step.
Or should I not .
This will not end here only.
Things will continue further too.
It is not that we will not meet again. What if we meet again in university . Then what will I do.
What will I give her explanation. What will I do.
How will I react.
Should I tell them all the truth , and then go .
Or should I not say anything.
What should I do?
What is right , what is wrong . I really do not know anything.
The fact is truth cannot be hidden. But what should I do ? Main issue is that only for me.
How puzzled I am.
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