QUEST FOR LOVE

Chapter - 63

Ananya’s Point of view.

Oh my god!, what the hell. How sick can someone be.

 I do not know the exact story . How can I just take any step . How sick I am . First I need to figure out things, as in what actually took place . I really need to know this then only I can go ahead. Without any confirmation whether mum will be here or not I started to décor the room , doing celebration and making it a news. It  is total blunder.

After all what do I really know? Nothing, means nothing. I just heard few things and thought that she will return . How dumb am I . Whereas the reality is , I was very small when all these things took place. Even till now I am clueless about what actually happen . Why did my parents break up . I was too young to understand all these things.

 If I would not have eaves drop , I would not have come to know that they are still not divorced . Until this took place , I thought my parents were divorced. But not divorced does not means they are going to be together . It has been years , since they were apart . All of sudden they just cannot be together. Above all I know the one side story . I do not know about mum, as in what she feels . Thinking for the reunion of our family is like nonsense. Whole mess created in my mind.

How much do I know my mum? Rarely do I know her. Neither does she knows me , nor do I .Yes we have been in conversation two times after all these things took place , but I cannot tell anything clearly . So assuming something positive is going to happen all of sudden is like searching for water in a desert area. Even if I am to say , then I think she will not return .She is happy there with her new family. The way she was behaving with me was not done . If she wants to be with us , she would have waited , but she did not do so . Forget about waiting , she could have at least met Papa. But she did not even wait for him. She did not even ask for him from me. After years she came but for what? For just a document. So from here it clear what is her priority. Unnecessarily I was expecting too much.

Without knowing anything , I just went on to do anything. It does not makes any sense. Even a kid has more sense than me . What was I doing there ? Like am I mad or what? How can I think that? She made it clear, that day only . She will not return to us . She will never return. I was so insane that I thought she will come back to us. She will never ever come to us . She had moved on. There is no chance of her return anymore.

It was so good that I did not go further to décor the room . what if papa comes to know that I was planning to do this. He would not spare me . Thank god I did not do so . Apart from this he might also expect things. I cannot afford this. I need to tell Ro to not to tell about this to anyone. I so wish , he does not says about this to anyone . 

Ro! Hello…

Hello….hello…Hello Ro , can you listen me ?

Why did he cut my call?  Might be there is a network issue . Yes! Might be . I must wait for a while then call him. Yeah this is fine.

I hope between this he does not happens to talk to papa. I so wish this.

Hey, Ananya! I am so sorry there was a network issue . I am extremely sorry Ananya.

Hello , yeah … it is fine. You do not need to be sorry . come on Ro!

By the way where are you? I need to talk to you .

Yes!

 Ananya I am at home only . but what happen , anything urgent?

No , no , nothing urgent . But I need to have a conversation with you.

But Ananya, what happen all of sudden . Today morning you were too happy . But now you seem tensed. In the morning eagerly waiting for your mum’s arrival . But now ……changed behaviour….

Yeah , I am happy now too.

It does not seems from your voice. Are you really serious?

Yeah , trust me dude. Nothing to be worried, you just meet me on the terrace .

Sure , sure I will come .

But…

What but now?

Ah! Nothing.

No no tell.

Actually ..

Actually what?

Do not kill me .

Or…

Hey , do not tell me you are going to kidnap me  . I am scared already . If you want I can apologize to you , but do not kidnap me . Have some mercy yaar. Just look at my innocent face. Do I look like a person to kidnap . Apart from this let me be honest , I do not have my father’s property on my name dude. So I am just useless for you . You will get nothing by k********g me .

Yeah! My parents love me  , if you will tell them they will surely fund you . They will do anything for me , they love me so much. But we are friends na , you will not do this to me right? Yeah, yeah you will not.

Ah!!! , enough is enough Ro! Do I seem like a criminal to you . Are you serious about what you said? Like man … What the hell.  Am I going to kidnap you ? Never , ever. Chill man! I will not dare to do so . Do you even have a clue as in what are you speaking?

Utter s**t….

Shhhh! Why so serious Ananya, I very well know you will never ever kidnap me . You do not need to say this to me . Just chill . I just did this to make you calm down . I very well knew you were so tensed. So I did so . I just thought by this you will feel better.

Hahaha… very funny .

By the way k********g you is useless then . In future I cannot think of this then. You are of no use to me Ro . My bad.

If I run short of money in future , I cannot even think of doing so . Shh… My bad. What my luck.

Hahaha… very funny Ananya. But you can try .