Chapter 12
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(Ananya accidently happens to listen one line which her father said .After listening to that she was so disheartened.She broke into tears.It was quite difficult for her.She was so shatteredthat she even did not remember what she had done last night. )
Ananya's point of view.
Wait did he say that?
No no Ananya you heard something wrong. I guess my ears are ringing. Yes I am having series of illusions. That's it .
He can not say that about me.No never.
Yes yes ,I evaluated things wrongly.Igbis my mistake.
What Ananya how much you are overthinking.Can you just keep cool.Yeah I should go off to sleep.
Wait a second but...
He again said " I wonder whose product she is?".
I am his child only why does he do say.Dont thinks of me . if I happen to listen to this what will go inside me...Does he thinks about this?
Am I not his child? The whole life of mine is a big question mark?
Right from childhood to now I have been thinking they are my parents. But now this. What correct ?Who will tell me this?
Should I talk to momma?Will it be worth it? I don't think so?
If I believe what he said then ,Papa is not my Papa.
No no this can't happen. Just forget it Ananya what you heard is absolutely false. Don't you think about this too much.
But but....How to forget what I heard?
Ananya you are brave you can! Yes Ananya you can.
Even if he is not your father it does not matter ,he has been with you since childhood that bond is important. That is what counts the most.Infact that is only countable.
He has been with me since I was born,even my mother who gave birth to me didn't live with me that much.She went away.I don't know what is the reason behind she doing that. But my father has done alot of things for me ,I can't forget that.
He is the one who provides me with everything .Yes at times he behaves wrongly with me but that can't change the fact ,what he is for me.I love him to the eternity.
If in future what I heard comes to be true ,I won't care.I will be with my father in all the thick and thins. I owe all my life to him.Infacy he is far better than others even my mother.Atleast he is with me .If he wanted ,he could have just sent me outside.But he didn't yes he beats me .But how can I forget when I needed my mother he was atleast there.If he wanted he could have also gone .But he didn't go.
If I think from his point of view .He is also right. Okay he is absolutely not right but even he is not absolutely wrong.
I should consider his state of mind too.How he might have felt when momma left.He loved her so much but she went away.He pleaded before her but it didn't effect her.She didn't even call him back any day.I still remember how he used to cry so much for her.He would spend hours and hours praying just for her to come back in his life again.But no she never turned back.
The condition in which he is now us the result of her deeds.It didn't happen immediately. Papa did everything to bring momma back but no no....
After so many try he accepted the fact that momma will not come back again. After years of struggle he became so.He couldn't handle the trauma.
All of these things didn't happen to him suddenly. The situations have made him so.
So yes! His behavior somewhere on the other is justified but not completely. As a human being he could have considered me.No but he didn't.
Whatever happened I was not to be blamed. I am not aware of what actually took place.So why am I suffering?
(Thinking all of these Ananya was asleep.)
(Few hours later.Rita aunty made a call.)
Hello !
Sir I will come from tomorrow only. I won't be coming from next week.Sir please don't fire me.
No what is done is done .I will not consider your words.Just cut the call .Don't you call again.
I am sorry sir this will not happen again. I am sorry ,extremely sorry sir.
No means no ....
Ananya ,Ananya ...
Where the hell is this girl?
Ananya ,Ananya........
What type of behavior is this where is she?
I have been shouting like an idiot.But she is lost like anything .
Damn....
Ananya.....Ananyaa....
What is this?
Why is she not responding.
Damn .....
Shit...
I had locked her in her room the last day.She does certain work which I don't like.Even after me telling her so many times not to repeat those things, she continues with all those s**t which I hate.
Where is the key now?
Ananya Ananya.... where is she?
I am telling you this girl will take my life one day.Total mess in my life, she creates
God knows how to tackle with her.I do not have that much patience .Let it be.
(Ananya's father was drunk ,he had so much of alcohol last night that he was unable to manage himself.He was struggling while walking.)
Oh God!
I should have asked Rita to come instead.Ig is my fault only.Too much of anger makes you do things which are wrong .
I wish I would have controlled my anger.That would have been a better choice.
Shhh what to do know.
I can't call her ,and plead to come to my place.
These people are like this only.If you give them priority they will dance on your head.So it is better not to call her.
Let me see once what is she doing ?
Ananya.....
What the hell ,where is this blood coming from?
Has she done something wrong with herself?Oh God where ever this girl will be ,there will a trouble attached to the situation for sure.
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